#or implode

Im going to fucking EXPLODE. the way that everything was built up over multiple seasons??? Amber's character appearing as a hallucination to House and acting as his subconscious, the irrational part of his brain, the way that his grieving for her finally manifests in this completely unhealthy way>?? that's so fitting for his character because he's fucking House??????

Kutner's suicide being the breaking point for these hallucinations... how did the writers get all of this out of Kal Penn leaving to work for Obama. God I loved Kutner's character but kudos to the writers for getting this much mileage out of him needing to leave the show.

OKAYYYY now um. mainly i want to talk about the last two episodes of Season 5 I think>??

Basically. What the fuck.

OK so. everything with Cuddy helping House detox was a drea.,,, dream,, I probably should have noticed earlier -> there were some clues like the diagnostic not giving a shit that House had Cuddy's lipstickj but im dense so whatever, BUT HOLY SHIT THE WHOLE CONSTRUCTION OF EVERYTHING??

House hallucinates Amber. So House calls for Wilson to come get him. The very action which played a part in causing Amber's death. And then everything is fine and House starts puts a lot of responsibility on Cuddy to watch him while he's detoxing but the most realistic part was when Cuddy saw him going for the pill and then stopped him which was what made me really buy into all of this,,,,,,,, idk idk it's so accurate to their characters for Cuddy to just say "NO HOUSE" like he's a pet who has something in his mouth.

but then the finale. God, the finale.

ok uhhhhh??? House fucking. realizes he hallucinated everything after getting himself fired for real. I would not want to be Cuddy in this position the woman has the patience of a Saint, Goddamn.

Wilson takes House to the Psych Hospital he mentioned in the previous episode. The parallels of the shot of Cameron and Chase kissing at their wedding followed immediately by the shot of the back of House's head walking to the side to reveal Wilson's face. FUUUUUUUUCK?????