in short, i want to write every day, so i write every day. that's it. there's no short cut. not motivated? i'm barely motivated to get out of bed some days, but it still happens. don't know what to say? sometimes i keyboard smash just so something is on the page goddammit it's been five, ten, fifteen minutes and i have nothing. editing feels impossible? i'm posting before i go to bed, so i do it now or it goes up unedited.

I was up all night with the worst stomach ache I've ever had and it still hurts to move (but not when I don't holy shit thank fuck) so I think I need to adjust my productive aspirations for the day and give myself a sick day.

My husband can't heat a frozen meal by himself but that's okay because I love him

Ughhhh

it is embarrassing being an adult and not having basic adult skills like being able to cook and clean for yourself