#ooooooooooooof

@vegaprose​   asked   :    “   i   should   have   been   with   you   instead .   ”    (    from   lucifer    )

80s   hits   sentence   starters . status    :    accepting .

okay, but like. i’ve been meaning to watch any of paranoid dj’s comic fandubs because i’ve seen his videos going around a lot in the fandom, but i never really did until the other night, while i was on a call with elle

and we were talking about fandubs and then she goes “hey there’s this one fandubber that makes valentino’s voice sound like it’s buzzing” and like. i headcanon that the closer val gets to his full demonic form, the more his voice buzzes, so you know. i’m all like “oh it’d be a cool voice headcanon, let me hear it”

AND HOLY SHIT BLESS ELLE FOR SUPPORTING ME WHILE I WAS HAVING A MELTDOWN ABOUT HOW FUCKING GOOD AND FITTING THAT VOICE WAS FOR VAL?????? JUST?????? HELLO?????????????????

Flushed out the demons And I've been blaming someone else I have my reasons Why I couldn't be myself

And I've been trying But it don't come easy to me It don't come easy to me

Total disaster Grew like a cancer in my chest And in the laughter Was it pain I thought I'd left?

But, I've been trying But that don't come easy to me  And I've been working hard to heal But nobody gonna feel what I feel 

And now I've been tryna break it down to build it up I've been tryna tell myself I'm good enough So, tell me it's over, say I'm sober And I'm done Done with staying out all night until the dawn Saying I'm alright to cover up the storm So, tell me it's over, say I'm sober

These broken pieces Stitch back together by a thread I know I'll never Be the same inside my head

But, I've been trying But that don't come easy to me It don't come easy to me  And I've been working hard to heal But nobody gonna feel what I feel 

And now I've been tryna break it down to build it up I've been tryna tell myself I'm good enough So, tell me it's over, say I'm sober And I'm done Done with staying out all night until the dawn Saying I'm alright to cover up the storm So, tell me it's over, say I'm sober

And I'm learning through the fire But the flames are getting higher Every day's a little harder on and on Goes on and on So, I live like it's my last Keep the pain inside the past I won't go back, won't go back

So, now I've been tryna break it down to build it up I've been tryna tell myself I'm good enough So, tell me it's over, say I'm sober And I'm done Done with staying out all night until the dawn Saying I'm alright to cover up the storm So, tell me it's over, say I'm sober