Feb 9, 2024
#cheeseburgerboy#photo credit ->#ashleylucille00#ontiktok#maybe some other day. not right. now. or tomorrow.#this is why i escaped through daydreaming#it never made it go away. but it was nice to have someone there for you#its the way you need it. and you understand.#all myself is messed up now. all the helpful parts don't help anymore. and all the hurtful parts help everyone.#i drew cookie12 happy and it made me sad#they are happy and i am not.#wait longer.#do it again.#idk.#im ridiculous.#but the best part of me is when im not real. it bothers me.#4 hours of sleep tonight#i pretend it will be okay. that it will change on its own.#i always have to do it first.#over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over#i don't get to rest. i put myself through it again and again. but you don't need me.#none of them did.#i thought i had an importance but i don't.#not here. not anywhere anymore.#my presence makes no difference#ignored#i refuse to try anymore but keep going anyway#its all a waste#i wish everything was gone#“i wish today was a better day”- kittykiddy
