When I finally got my point across, I didn't feel that high that I expected to feel. I didn't feel like a conqueror, or like king of the mountain. I felt like a fool, for making a mountain out of a molehill. And for what? So that I could make my point about how I was right and everyone else was wrong? In the end, I think I just wanted to be validated, and to have my opinion valued. Even if what I say makes no sense, it is still my opinion and because I am valuable to others, doesn't that mean that they should value my thoughts because they are MY thoughts? My thoughts and opinions reflect who I am, and therefore are they not valuable because of the value of the person who formulated them? I am still seeking my value from others, not from God. I am not yet comfortable, in myself, knowing how valuable I am to God and knowing that that is more than enough for me. But God keeps reminding me, and He will never let me forget how precious I am to him. He is my ONLY CONSTANT. And THAT is becoming more than enough for me.