#onlinediaries

In the conclusion of my interview with my Stake President, I was told that bigger temptations will come. I just shrugged it off knowing I won’t give in to any. I knew what I was expecting...at least, I thought I knew but I was wrong.

Man I was questioning myself if I should take back my application for something so worldly. 

For a year, I’ve been constantly finding vacancies for a job that I’ve always wanted to do but I never seem to find the most suitable one for me or for my qualifications. The day I knew my mission papers were in the Area Office was the day I was offered a job I love but I did not even apply for. I was not in the recruitment pool for this; I was just offered the job. This job would give me financial stability in the next 5 years or so. This job would help me obtain a permanent residency in Australia. How can I not resist? I waited so long for this. 

I’ve asked myself so many questions if this is a cue for a fulfillment of a righteous desire or was it the bigger temptation my stake President had warned me about. 

I know for myself that it was a worldly thing that will lead me to a different path. So, to say the least, I’m not accepting the offer no matter how convincing the offer is. 

I know that greater blessings will come, even greater than this job offer, when I choose to seek the Lord’s path and walk in His way by serving a mission. All these worldly things will not help me obtain eternal life, they all are just there to sustain us temporarily. What matter most are the things that we do for our salvation because I know Heavenly Father will not judge us for the job that we choose to do but with the way we lived. 

Ang daming projects sa @%$ Industrial Electronics at Electives 2 na mukhang imposible ugh

Pero doing good naman si habibi kahit ang weird niya kasi ang sweet, di ko alam kung bakit or what. pero all i can say is masaya naman ako kasi ganun gusto ko sa kanya.

All I can say is Thank you God For this day. Not so good but at least motivated.