#onfg

Sweet. God.

when i was 22 i had the biggest crush on someone at my work.. but he was my supervisor. two of his best friends were also my coworker, so i decided to get closer to them to spend more time w him outside work. now here’s where it gets messy..

one of his friends ended up liking me but he wasn’t my type AT ALL (we’ll get more into the whys later bc this gets worse) anyways back to the story

I became closer to my supervisor where we were actual friends outside work and he would ask me to stay in his office once everyone left. one night it all just kinda happened? he ordered takeout, we watched a movie on his laptop, then i genuinely don’t remember what lead to it but i desperately wanted him and i ended up giving him a bj on his couch and we f*cked. then this fling continued for monthssss we never told anyone else in the office but it was super obvious bc he was always with and doting on me. he took me out on dates and i met his family, so we were kinda becoming more serious.

his friend that liked me became aware and decided to ask me out and when i rejected him nicely this is where it all spirals. his friend didn’t handle rejection well so the next time we all went out he payed a random man to try and get at me to have my supervisor walk in and make it look like i was sleeping around. my crush/supervisor ended up beating his friends ass and firing him. His friend well ex friend then became unhinged and followed me home, stalked my family, and trashed our cars. I have a restraining order on his ex friend. and he still occasionally reaches out from other people telling me he’s sorry and changed and if i’m still with his friend and wanna give him a chance. i’ve never replied to him obviously.

my supervisor and i didn’t work out bc i ended up finding out he had a longtime gf the entire time and he proposed to her and invited me to the wedding where he tried sleeping with me? So I fucked his older brother. and that let into my current situation. I’m been with his brother for 2 1/2 yrs now and my ex crush ended up not getting married. one day I had a momentary relapse in judgement when their family was hosting a barbecue and i cheated. not my finest moment.. but my ex crush just looked toooo good and the way he has the filthiest mouth i had no self control so he ended up going down on me while i was sitting on the counter of his brothers bathroom sink. it was my hottest hookup with any guy. we didn’t f*ck bc he said he just missed the taste of me and wanted it to be all about me.

it kinda gets worse too since everyone is interconnected now but I would be ranting longer and this ask is already looong lol but yea that’s my crazy sin confession yall gotta share urs now 😭

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”NO! I work hard to provide for myself and my house, NO FOOD FOR YOU.”

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