#onceguy

swanshope replied to your post “That annoying type of anxiety when you don’t know what you’re anxious...”

Oh my god it's like you're reading my mind. I read something earlier about OUAT ending this season and went into full on panic mode and had to calm myself down. It makes me really anxious because it's been such a huge part of my life.. and I start irrationally worrying worry about this little community we've got going here disintegrating as everyone finds their ways into new fandoms, and losing my friends etc. It's silly but it's not. Sending you lots of hugs!

@onceguy reblogged your post and added:

Ok this might sound VERY weird but as a kid everytime i thought about death i was scared and got this weird feeling of inevitability that i just never got while thinking of anything else. And know while im thinking about ouat ending i get a very similliar feeling.. idk this shows been around for a really lond and a very important time in my life and it kinda became my ‘anchor’ and i feel like this show is just making me a lot more stable. so i rly understand you, its not silly!

UGh YES Same though! You guys, hearing that I’m not alone in this makes me feel SO much better?

And yeah, it’s exactly how you describe it. This has become this weird anchor for me, somewhere to retreat to when life gets rough and I’m kind of terrified of losing it.