#ommandiaries

You know who you were. You know who are. You know what you did. You know what you're doing. You know where you went and you know where you're going. And with all the strength you can muster, you may fly like a bird now, dear child. Fly like a bird 🖤

I’m not hoping but maybe one day someone would come and kill the poet in me Someone who wouldn’t let me feel sad and alone Someone who would always make me smile Someone who wouldn’t let my heart break Someone who wouldn’t give me reasons to lose faith in the world and the people in it Someone who would take away my darkest thoughts Someone who wouldn’t let my pen bleed on my paper with the words that run in my head all the time Someone who would take away my sorrows Someone who would make me the worst poet Because I write about tragedies I write about betrayal I write about dishonesty I write about lies And I write about all the things that made me believe that love is just a waste of time Until then, I’ll continue writing So bear with me and just read on

you become at 3 in the morning

but i have been staring at this blank space for hours now and i couldn’t think of anything to write until i realized that the empty space says it all i feel empty

we die waiting?

You don’t get to decide how someone should feel. If they’re hurt, then it means they’re hurt. If you don’t understand they’re pain, if you don’t see how much they’re hurting, if you don’t feel the emptiness and if you don’t care, Then who are you to tell someone that they shouldn’t feel that way? Who are you to judge? Just who do you think you are exactly? Who likes the feeling of being sad? Who likes the feeling of being hurt? Who likes the feeling of being ignored? Who likes the feeling of being taken for granted? Who likes the feeling of having all the valid reasons to hope for the best with someone special and then suddenly become irrelevant? Who likes the feeling of giving everything you had thinking that you were crossing the borderline only to find out that the other person did not even step a foot to get close to it? Who likes sleepless nights? Who likes having destructive thoughts? Who likes to feel abandoned? Who likes the feeling of being attached to someone whom they thought was being attached to them too only to simply outgrow them in a blink of an eye? Who likes the feeling of being the only one holding on? Who likes the feeling of being betrayed? Just please tell me who likes thinking about someone who doesn’t even think about them? No one does. And you should know that. No one in this planet has been able to get through a certain sadness or emotion without having to feel it up to the last bits and pieces. So no. You do not have the right to tell someone how they should feel. You don’t get to decide. You just don’t.

we were never the same and that broke my heart 💔

and just read on