i daydream a lot about writing the AU to spn 10x22 the prisoner where dean actually does kill castiel during their fight in the bunker library and then dean spends most of the rest of the fic spiraling emotionally and torturing himself for killing cas, all the while not realizing that cas was brought back by forces unknown/unseen. (i also daydream a lot about writing a bunch of little fics for my small and/or mostly nonexistent fandoms like taxi driver, monstress, final girls, and so on. i also daydream about writing the massive halloween franchise overhaul wherein jamie lloyd lives, attends high school, makes friends, goes on dates, finds out her mom faked her death and she has a half-brother, gets mentored by a weird old man named dr. loomis, tries to avoid being murdered by her uncle, and becomes the anchor of the series.)