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Losing it all
John probably had a very hard time adjusting to life after taking the super soldier serum, especially with how bad his mental health was. I canโt imagine it was good for his marriage.
He dissociates during dinner and only comes back once heโs snapped his fork in half to see Olivia watching with concern.
Him and Olivia are arguing and heโs suddenly broken the door frame he was holding onto, and sheโs looking at him like sheโs scared of him.
He has a panic attack and heโs holding on to Oliviaโs hand when he suddenly hears her cry out and he hates himself for it. A trip to the emergency room reveals a couple broken bones.
One of the staff recognises him and pulls her aside to ask if sheโs being abused. John hears this due to his enhanced senses. He hates himself even more, especially when Olivia insists she isnโt and is still given resources to help her.
Those same senses probably make it hard to function, at least initially. Getting to sleep as a traumatised war vet isnโt easy, but itโs only made harder when you can hear every little sound made anywhere near you.
The enhanced metabolism is also a pain. Trying to provide for someone who is now eating multiple times as much as a normal person is probably extremely difficult. Maybe John loses a lot of weight in those first few months because he simply isnโt used to having to eat that much.
โI just want to know more about day to day life as a super soldier tbh
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I remember sneaking into this locker room before each game to see you. It's probably why we always won.
John trying to mend his relationship with Olivia, but it's getting really hard when he keeps on having to tell the Thunderbolts (who are being as loud as humanly possible in the background) to: "SHUT UP IM ON THE PHONE!!!"
The way marvel writes John walker is really interesting to me. Iโve been trying to understand why his shame rooms show is this
Instead of this
Or at least related to FATWS.
It adds so much depth to think that his greatest regret isnโt what ended his career or his multiple battles and wars, but not being there for his family.
He hates being a shit dad more than being a murderer.