De él, se dice que en el pasado consiguió cosas aún más sorprendentes que esta. O al menos, es lo que quiere creer ya que siendo un veinteañero autodidacta es probable que las cosas no resultaran tan impresionantes como las piensa.
Con la información y tecnología que existe hoy, queda la sensación de que ese modo bien artesanal de hacer las cosas 20 años atrás, le da un toque romántico y de dedicación que posiblemente no se vea hoy. O más bien, se expresa de otra forma.
¿Y de qué está hablando éste tipo?
Si, de sesiones de hipnosis. En la época universitaria en algún meeting o reunión de amigos y no tanto, hice algunas demostraciones como las del gif.
Si hipnoticé novias y gente con la que salí, no lo publicaba ni lo decía ya que simplemente se daba. Alguna vez se corrió la voz y fue un poco vergonzoso, pero al mismo tiempo fue gracioso y divertido usar estos supuestos "poderes". Una persona lo dijo alguna vez y me pareció hilarante.
Con el tiempo sumergí el hábito o más bien el hobby, tenía que graduarme y como en internet lo hice casi en paralelo, no hacia falta mostrarlo en público.
Estuve unos 7-8 años retirado, nada del tema y sólo un par de situaciones muy particulares para retomar en 2019.
Y bueno, esos diez años fuera al principio pasaron la cuenta, nuevos hábitos y formas de transmitir, me llevó un par de meses encontrar el hilo, no es que se haya olvidado sino más bien había que acostumbrarse al ritmo y a lo que llama la atención en la actualidad.
En fin, quise compartir un trozo de lo que es mi historia con este hobby, kink o fetiche, cómo les guste. Me quedo con lo desconocido y artesanal de mi época más juvenil, en contraste con la experiencia y herramientas que se manejan hoy.
Con lo que existe hoy en el pasado, tendría un ejército de chicas bajo control. Jajaja, sólo una mala broma.
Hasta la próxima, gracias por leer hasta aquí mis aventuras o pensamientos de boomer.
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this was a message i made to someone, a friend in this belief, on this day, around the afternoon after 4 pm. click on the read more link because it's long. This was my half of a conversation with someone so only focus on that, okay? okay.
::::: i have always felt it strongly, espeially more since that point and its flaring up really bad right now like intense. im trying to calm my breathing but i have to tell you. i am freaked out O_o
first off, my senses: my hearing is so freakily good - like based on whatever sound , even if it's talking, regardless of volume but especially if its to the point of under someones breath or whispering, i can hear it perfectly as if they are right next to me. thats the hearing . its always been like that
the sight: its like i almost dont even need my glasses anymore because given a 10 rating, my sight is more than that or exactly that and my glasses help better but its like i could be without them now and i can see everything with freakishly good clarity
the touch: i mean, plain and simple, down to perfection, thats an obvious
taste: same thing
feeling: thats the same as touch and taste but its like similarily , it feels more intense for me, everything/ living like you feel it normally as a human but its like idk, i dont know how to explain. it scared tf out of me
i was looking through one of the "Doctor Who' books i have, and i cant begin to express how much i felt a homesickness, sense of loss and pain and feeling of deja vu at the pictures it showed of Gallifrey, other places, the Tardis, other alien species and felt like i was home, like i had been there, like i had been among these species of aliens
im always watching and looking for anything strange, especially with close perimeter of where i live and im almost waiting for that door thing to happen again bc i still hear things outside and the strange lights in the sky, one in particular that feels like it could not be a star among any of them. the weird lights that are definitely not stars and the way theyd act, the movement, hearing things and the wierd lights on ground level like something among the trees, the animals sensing and even the baby sensing things in and outside the home that no one, even me, can see
references to Gallifrey, timelords and ladies, time and space, traveling, the Doctor, the Master, popping out everywhere, the name Clara too, same thing with 'ravens', the silent calls too have been constant lately. lets not even get started on my dreams and the meanings they seem to be sending
and from the begininning to now still: the sense of its like there is a home here, but i dont know how else other to describe it in a sense that like an object, youre here among it all so in a snese you are home but your NOT home because this isnt your home, this isnt your origin. I feel so disconnected / disassociated, like I'm here but I'm not really here. A sense of loss and feeling like there is something huge missing, because if this was truly a home HOME then i wouldn't feel like what really is, isn't here. Im trying to explain it a best version possible
countless of times, i look at this human family of mine and i think : yes that's my mom or my sister or my nephew or my brothers but its like thinking from their perspective and how they'd see me in comparison from me to them, there is a sense of difference that comes with that if only they knew, or that disconnection
the sense of what life might really be and the answers known and unknown , how it will affect my future and what they would find out and have to accept and deal with? that alone is just -
the reptitive numbers have been constant with 222, 111 or 11:11, or 1:11, 333, 444, 555, 777, 12:12, 10:10, etc. and that whole thing where my chest seems sensitive and more weird, i felt my chest, and i could have sworn by everything in me, that i felt a second heart. i know the placement of where the human heart is in the body and so based on where the second heart could be put, i felt the beats of it
and seemingly all around, i COULD be human but to experience everything i have and do, points to that i may be right now or , am put into a state where it will seem like that but im not and that i cant eveen begin to explain as to how that would make sense to another person's brain
and of course, i am never going to claim that i know every single little thing of information in the known and unknown parts of the entire universe but i feel like human or not, my knowledge over a lot is getting better and many a times, people have come to me to learn and know things and get advice and i have been seeing the shadows again and mention of the Darkness.
hearing of weird and strange things/inhuman things through music with other normal things that don't make sense to be added together because they don't relate. among the various incarnations that the Doctor and Master, and other timelords/ladies have - i seem lately to have gotten specific incarnations of them popping out to me
i feel like i know who i am, who i could be, what its seeming to be like i could be or definitely am, but at the same time, i am feeling such a loss of identity yet because of the definite and possibilities and the possibilities that seem more likely than the rest, i feel like i know more than i ever did because you know more as time passes obviously
but i want to get this out so i can finally tell you and you can read it all and respond to each accordingly. i hope so badly im not alone in this. there is more to tell but i am so freaked out at how strong and intense of a flaring feeling i am getting of it
like i am literally in transit, in a half way point phase where i am neither here or there. Like a waiting period at the point of change but that thing to fully ram into it and have it skyball has just not ha[need yet
like im home here on Earth but i am not really HOME
I also have heard weird noises and seen split second weird flashes in the sky as well as the sound of aircraft but when i look in the sky, even among the clouds or lack therof any , I see nothing so maybe there is the ability aboard the c raft or whatever causing those noises to be able to hide themselves so no one can see them
people, even strangers staring at me in ways like there is something off or something drawing them to me and they are waiting for something
there are times, which isnt a new feeling but seems to have increased lately as well, is how when i speak, its not of someone my age for the most part and i will speak as if i am not from here like I'm waiting for something, or on the move , or wanting to go home. I even have said to my family that my home is among the stars but they brush it off as silly or me being a weirdo dork.
dont even get me started on how strong the feeling is , is that whenever i see my gallifreyan fob watch necklace and knowing its a fake, my mind goes to the real one which gives me the feeling of not wanting the fake and feeling a want, need and urgency to find the real one
my sister had even asked me , if i was happy here: i said yes because i am but in this weird, strange, unexplainable / ufo/aliens / paranormal, etc. life, i feel a happiness and a sense of peace and home i don't elsewhere. You can have a home like feeling for more than one place obviously
its not like i dont love, care for and appreciate everything in this normal life as well as strange life because i do equally, I'm just acknowledging what i think, know and feel about this life too
and im never going to lie about what i feel because the truth cant be shied away from no matter how hard one tries; trying to make sense of who or what i am makes sense as to why i and even you can answer some questions but not all bc we might have what could be any memories back but if any of those are even memories then we obviously don't have all back
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Confusing your offers:<\p>
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Flash and Pop-up<\p>
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Looking back to your old bad experiences and lost relationships is like climbing on the Everest by looking up to the top, and turning back knowing that you have vertigo... Don't do that to yourself.
Going in with puffy eyes, and bandages, and the ring of your mothers sharp cry in your ears, you see white walls and doors latched shut.
And it doesn’t really hit you that you’re there, until you wake up at two am to nurses taking your blood.
Or when you’re given your pills in a little paper cup.
Or when your mother comes during visiting hours and tries not to cry but always does.
And it’s really hard to sleep when you can hear another kid screaming how he shouldn’t be in this place,
even though his neck is stitched up from trying to off himself.
but who are you to complain, you’re just as messed up
And you wake up at 2 am again to nurses taking your blood, the day goes on.
And no matter how hard you close your eyes to try to sleep, God knows you can still hear your mothers sharp cry.
