That feeling when you want to be dead and feel alive both at the same time.

It's one of those days man... When you think you have enough to time to film a YouTube video so you decide to shoot your first vlog but you fumble your way through it, rambling on into oblivion, so you think it's most likely terrible and not worth even editing but you decide try attempt it anyway and when you sit down at your new laptop that just arrived on the weekend and plug some headphones in to get to work, you realize there's something wrong with the headphone jack and then you worry that your new laptop might have a non working component and then you find yourself venting openly the internet- not particularly because of the situation even, more of just your mood, and then you realize that you're rambling on just like in your vlog. And then you realize you created the longest, most hideous run-on sentence. So, then you sit on the floor with your cat in your lap sipping your soy green tea latte and just take a DARN BEAT! How's your Monday going? lol. K