#ohnotes

🎧: ego- milky chance

Trying to find a balance between being grateful and being lost. Haven't been good at it. I moved away from home in search of better, and now i feel stuck. I don't think I've ever this alone in my life. Family is all i got right now, and each and one of them has their own life going on. My life consists of going to work, and coming home.. like a normal human being.  that's it. Although those are things i should be grateful for, content, having a job, as well as a car, it doesn't completely make me happy. I don't know what i want to go to school for, having that i have to wait a year to begin school. I came in search of something better, but i haven't gotten much. Everything I've done here where i'm at, I coulda done at home.. but like they say "home is where the heart is", and that's where my heart is, where my family is and my friends, home - where i don't feel alone. It sucks feeling this way, i feel solemn. I could only hope I make the right choices in my life, and things will get better for me.