#oh wow..

Your laugh is- it’s just so- I can’t even process it, Maeko. It’s blinding my eyes, filling my eardrums and beating heart with warmth until it overflows. Your laugh is starlight itself. It’s a glimpse into the infinite universe inside you that I fear I can never comprehend, but desperately want to explore, to know, because it is horrifyingly grand and beautiful. Your laugh is the expanse of every piece of cosmic dust, falling into a radiant harmony.

But most of all, it’s rare.

And, if you don’t mind, I’d like to ensure that I- that the world can hear that laugh as often as possible from here on out.

..why’d i stop worshipping you again?

….you know i really don’t think i need that therapy!