We all have heard that, or even we’ve said it. But to really love someone unconditionally is not that easy. Perhaps it is easy when we’re talking about family or friends, because that’s when we don’t expect absolutely nothing in return, we just love them by who they are and wish them the best things in life. 

Imma start writing in first person because it’s my story and it’s easier. I just met someone who I can’t help to fall in love with, and obviously as with the people I care and love who are really few haha I wish the best for her and I genuinely believe she deserves to be the happiest person in the planet. Unfortunately I’m well aware that I can’t say I love her unconditionally because I expect something. I expect/wish/crave a reciprocal love from her.

Did you read the post before this one? In which I said I over think everything too much. Well, now I’m thinking about if somehow in the future, fate decides we shouldn’t be together and I end up with someone else, then I’ll have to read this realizing how foolish and innocent I was thinking about her being the one.

Wanna know the weirdest part though? I’ve only known her for about three months now. I know I just wrote something which y’all could think I could’ve known her for years because of the word “Love”, but that’s the type of person who I am. I fall in love pretty quickly when I get to know someone who I like. That doesn’t mean I fall in love with someone new every day haha

Rules: Just insert your answers to the questions below. Tag at least 10 followers. 

Name: Jennifer


Nickname: Jenny/Jen

Birthday: 5th or August


Gender: Female


Sexuality: *shrugs* Who knows?


Height: 5' 8" (I think?)

Time Zone: Greenwich Mean 


What time and date is it there:  22:59pm, 09/09/14.


Average hours of sleep I get each night: Probably around seven hours.


The last thing I Googled was: "What timezone is Ireland in?"


My most used phrase(s): "Hey gurl." "Guuuuurl." "Pizza." (I actually say all three of these at least twice a day, most likely more.)


First word that comes to mind: Pizza


What I last said to a family member: "Night."


One place that makes me happy & why: Hanging out in town with my friends because fun times and food (y)


How many blankets I sleep under: Just one duvet. I do have an electric blanket though!

Favorite beverage(s): 'Chocolate milkshake with Kinder Bueno', hot chocolate, coke.   


The last movie I watched in the cinema: Would it have been Catching Fire? Wow... (I'm going to see 'Lucy' tomorrow night though!)


Three things I can’t live without: wifi, food, tumblr. (So healthy...)


Something I plan on learning: Japanese! I'm taking it in school now. (I'm such a weeaboo.)


A piece of advice for all my followers: Get enough sleep! Going to bed early really helps with everything, especially if you go before eleven :)


You all have to listen to this song: Americana by Jay Gruska. (Mwhahahaha. For non SPN fans, while this may not give you lots of feels, it is actually a beautiful piece.)

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