#chessyaf

I'd be a collection full of broken glass and creaky floors.

We all have heard that, or even we’ve said it. But to really love someone unconditionally is not that easy. Perhaps it is easy when we’re talking about family or friends, because that’s when we don’t expect absolutely nothing in return, we just love them by who they are and wish them the best things in life. 

Imma start writing in first person because it’s my story and it’s easier. I just met someone who I can’t help to fall in love with, and obviously as with the people I care and love who are really few haha I wish the best for her and I genuinely believe she deserves to be the happiest person in the planet. Unfortunately I’m well aware that I can’t say I love her unconditionally because I expect something. I expect/wish/crave a reciprocal love from her.

Did you read the post before this one? In which I said I over think everything too much. Well, now I’m thinking about if somehow in the future, fate decides we shouldn’t be together and I end up with someone else, then I’ll have to read this realizing how foolish and innocent I was thinking about her being the one.

Wanna know the weirdest part though? I’ve only known her for about three months now. I know I just wrote something which y’all could think I could’ve known her for years because of the word “Love”, but that’s the type of person who I am. I fall in love pretty quickly when I get to know someone who I like. That doesn’t mean I fall in love with someone new every day haha