#ocintroject

aaa! What's sometimes frustrating is how I am an introject of an OC, but the OC was created for a game that my sys likes. And the OC is also the "adoptive mother" of a character we like. So whenever I see a fictive or kin of the character, I have to bottle up my feelings, because even though I see them as my child and I love them so much, I dont want to burden them with those feelings when I know they do not know me. I am not truly their mother. Because I'm not truly from that world like I want to be. :(

WOOOHHHH i jus wanna say love all of you OC kins/fictives/introjects whatever label you use idc i just love yall

unlocked a new weird fiction identity which is an introject of an oc that was accidentally inspired by a fictionkin which has now come back around full circle as the octive is also fictionkin of the character the oc was subconsciously based on

I’m an oc introject/multifandom fictive. Sometimes I miss my “cannon” siblings and do things that remind me of them or gather items that they would like to remind myself of them. One of my them is Anya. I got a plushie of mr. Chimera today and I’m so happy because hugging it reminds me of her.

for canon fixations

happy halloween isa. i made it another year. i miss trick or treating with you but we're both too old for that. wish i could binge scary movies with you rn. i go by eden now isnt that cool??

honestly i have this weird feeling wembley isnt gonna be the host of the system anymore. i feel like i came out of dormancy for a reason. and ive been fronting a lot lately. so. uuuh. yeah. 

it is very wwierd being A) a intoject of a very important OC for my sistem and B) also being a introject of a partyl-formed AU for said OC hoenstly. like. wwhat the fuck do i do wwith that