#obsessive patterns

I'm at it again, my obsession with the number 2 has taken over me again (I need to give 2 boops ahead of the boops I have received in number count). This is something I heard the autistic community shares with the OCD community, but some of us will have a fixation with doing something a certain number of times. When I was a kid, I was obsessed with doing everything twice. I needed to do as much as I could double, like tapping something twice or kissing my cats twice in a row. I needed that repetition. And still upon occasion I still feel the urge to do things twice or be two points ahead of my opponents in games. I can't with the number two- To this day, I blame Jacob Two-Two for inspiring that habit in my subconscious.