#obervation

The above picture is my “what the actual f*ck” face, in response to a nightmare I had last night. I took the above picture at my worst, with no makeup, bad lighting, sweaty after a workout to say I would rather people remember me like this, at my WORST than HOW I was represented in my dream last night…. I was in a room with a huge crowd of people that I do not know engaging in behavior that was…

“Vigilant”

“As we journey through life, we should be vigilant, not fearful, but keenly aware of the world around us.” – Ed Lehming The title for this image came to me as I was making the photo itself. There was a lesson to be learned from the behaviour of the owl and how it interacted with its environment. I first noticed this Barred Owl’s presence while shooting the previously posted image, “March…

Most claim that the Pennsylvania State University is best known for its college football team, its creamery, and its Intramural Sports Department. It’s true that the Intramural Sports Department is as popular as students claim it to be, as there are numerous students outside of the gymnasium who are waiting to join or watch a match each night that there is a tournament. The opening night of the school year is no exception. 

A cool breeze sweeps past me, lifting several stray stands of damp hair at my temples as I stand outside the gymnasium at the Pennsylvania State University. A wave of heat surrounds me the second I enter inside of the gymnasium. As I scan the brightly lit room, I hear several referees calling out to one another and laughing as they test out the new whistles they’d gotten for the new sports season. Three referees walk past, each with several bundles of nets, scoreboards, and clipboards in their arms. They smile and nod welcomingly at the gaggle of students warming up in the gymnasium. Each individual on the teams scattered throughout the gymnasium looks delighted to be there, laughing and cheering each other on and exchanging high fives every once in a while. Even the referees are watching the teams practice with amusement and happiness glimmering in each of their faces. 

When a match is called for on a court, two referees call forth the captains of the opposing teams and explain the rules to them quickly. The look of excitement on their faces is now gone, and both referees and captains appear to become extremely focused on one another. Once the rules have been explained to the captains of the opposing teams, the captains then hurry back to their teams and wait for the referees to start the match. 

Just like that, the look of thrill is back on their faces as players run and strategize with one another to score a goal for their team. Both referees and the members of the teams look thrilled to be there, laughing and cheering each other on loudly. Soon, the referees start to penalize several members of the teams for mistakes or fouls, and so the penalized members sit by the sidelines to cheer on and encourage their teammates. It’s clear that several of these penalized members are frustrated, as they watch the match(es) with aggravated expressions and argue with the referees on their calls. However, when the winner between the two teams is determined, and the match is officially drawn to an end, both teams exchange friendly congratulations with one another and leave the gymnasium with smiles and sweat on their foreheads. 

I was thinking about Bill Skarsgard’s eye thing he does as Pennywise and it got me thinking on why it’s not very weird to see for me.

I have an aunt who is mentally challenged on different levels. Sever retardation as well as autisim. She’s very child like but with less speech and a tendency to repeat what you say. Though she’s amazing at drawing. She understands to a point, but not sure how much honestly. I do believe she understands when someone dies. When her mother passed she did cry hearing about it. And on a lighter note she has a sense of humor to a point cause she sure enjoyed saying shit while I was growing up and would have the biggest grin when told not to say it.

She lived with my grandparents and when I visited I’d see her at times and sometimes play with her and my grandmother.

So something I noticed as strange early on as a child was her eye. It would sometimes not be in the same direction as her other. I was told it was a lazy eye and her glasses helped with it.

So that as well as being ginger is something that I found interesting about her. No one else was ginger that I remember growing up and seeing in imitate family.

Grandma had dark black hair. Grandpa brown sandy hair. Mom brown hair. So it was interesting to see ginger hair.

My dad has dark brown black hair. My brother brown. Me as well. Though mine does seem to catch red highlights. Few single hairs of black if you look hard and the occasional blond deep in.

Maki wanted to end this trial as soon as possible, even telling that mysteries don’t matter. And it looks like someone got triggered by that.

Monokuma. It supposedly affect the entertainment value. 

Monokuma wants to make this game entertaining, whether for the audience or for his own amusement. Or because he himself doesn’t know who is inside. 

So, it seems that Monokuma likes mysteries, 

Moreover, he says something strange, as the one running this trial.  

And to push this trial forward Monokuma had to intervene himself because Shuichi couldn’t deal with Maki :)