#o aida

lix wtf do you think you’re doing exactly, i need my heart

penelope garcia autistic queen of my heart (also general anxiety disorder penelope but that’s another kettle of fish entirely)

okay like so the way she TALKS gosh she has a whole other kind of way to interpret the world running through her head and it comes out in her voice, she talks fast and in a way that a lot of people would think is ‘weird’ and doesn’t really cope well trying to make herself fit the usual model of how a ‘normal person’ would talk.

her absolute love of bright things and having her little baubles around her workplace like that reminds me so much of me and how comforting it is to be somewhere and have things that make you feel comforted around like imagine autistic penelope getting overloaded and watching a snowglobe for like thirty minutes eeeee.

it is HER SPACE and you do not mess with HER SPACE like i know if somebody moves something around in my room i get really agitated and distressed about it and she’s the same way, like. sameness is important. she has everything in a place for a reason and change bothers her.

like straight up though, change bothers her deeply, more than anybody else there. enough said.

allistic people: *makes it super difficult for autistic people to communicate successfully*

allistic people: *designs the whole world to cater specifically to them*