#nyankittymeowkitty

I have instagram and I love it so much already

I just want that warm feeling I get when he tells me he loves me. the security I feel when he flirts with no one but me because I'm his. I want to hear his voice saying I love you and telling me good night before he falls asleep and I sing to him. I feel so unwanted. so hurt. like he doesn't want me around but he's still going to show things off to upset me and it's like he doesn't love me and doesn't care and I want it to go away but I love him so much I can't bear to be without him I just want to be loved and happy with him

my chest hurts and breathing is just a no for me ;w;

I hit post limit yesterday and it was awful

I should turn my phone off tbh because I'm just going to sit up waiting for simmering that ain't coming but you know whatever I'll just leave it on

I'm still awake tired and lonely and I don't think my boyfriend is calling tonight because I basically told him he didn't have to because I didn't want to be a bother to him and right now I'm just kind of quietly watching my friend adore their girlfriend