#nualakin

I’m really lonely and would love to find my Abe but the fact that our source seems to be largely forgotten about and I’ve seen very, very few people kinning from it (even less that are active- deactivated and dead blogs abound) makes me hesitant to even try any more. I’ve been looking a long time and not found anybody other than quite a few Nuadas- and I don’t really want to find my brother because most of my memories of him are actually rather unpleasant. Even though I only got a short time with Abraham, I’ve never forgotten how happy and at peace I felt around him. I want to find him desperately but it really feels hopeless at this point- I don’t think I’m ever going to actually find him. It all makes me very sad.

It seems a silly thing to miss, but I miss my blue dress so much and often dream about wearing it. I really want a replica of it- I can sew, but nowhere near well enough to attempt to make it myself, and am nowhere near well off enough to be able to commission someone else to make it for me. Maybe one day.

Abraham, I’ve been looking for you for five years now. Where are you?