Jun 14
being homesick is always crazy because there never is any reason for me to be
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being homesick is always crazy because there never is any reason for me to be
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saw somebody say "how could anybody want this disorder? why do they think having voices in your head and dissociating frequently are fun?" which is hilarious. if you insist your dissociation is the worst possible symptom of your trauma based dissociative disorder, i can't help but wonder why you are so insistent that your misery is clearly worse than that of everyone around you.
like sorry. we've been heavily dissociating for as long as we can remember. to US it's not anything different than, like, getting winded after running, because we've been doing it every day forever. it's temporarily irritating at worst
this group probably does struggle with severe mental illness, and dissociation, which is why i didn't pick a fight with them. you people who speak like this NEED to know that falsely identifying anything that isn't normal as "my infernal hell cage which i will die in" is deeply, deeply "anti recovery". you WILL die in that cage and it WILL be your doing unless you begin to shift your mindset. you will not be able to recover if you see mental illness as impossible to recover from, and your experience as unique from everyone else's.
I made my bed. I must lie in it: alone and lonely. This is the price I pay for the principles I upheld. The love that screamed loudly as it died. The thoughts that raced and kept me up. The joy on the surface that boiled hot and angry underneath. This is the price of righteousness. Losing the wrong people, and regaining my footing, suffering in silence with my truth.. knowing full well that whatever it is that's meant for me will come to find me and stay.
β Post #24 (Year 7, 2024: battle-scarred)
November was feeling sad and lonely so she drew herself with aco from @augujerdeer's system!! she just says he's blonde and likes pink and so is she so she wanted to draw him!
i'm not currently leaving tumblr at the moment but i am going to dabble in getting into fediverse instances because i need a social media that isn't so hostile to me trying to separate myself from my host. does anyone have tips for a beginner?
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i'm beginning to believe it isn't possible to grant me the amount of affection i need. i need to be some type of animal so nobody ever gets sick of me. i need to be glued to somebody's hip. i need love. i need love
i need a very strong and beautiful butch to teach me how to ride a horse or something