Some days stand out in my memories
Like snapshots of things that I wish I could change
These pictures donāt have dates, no time stamps here, just a feeling, a scream ofā Not Like Thisā
Some were dumb decisions I made.
Some were things I wish I hadnāt done
But the ones that hurt the most are the ones I had no control over
Like looking at the car sliding towards you in slow motion, just thinking. āWhy?ā
These days are part of me, and the pain they cause becomes more numbing each day.
I donāt know why Iām writing about them.
No. I do. Itās to make sure I donāt forget, that I CANT forget. Because I can still see the beauty in the car sliding towards me. Sheās the rainbow behind the car, caused by the rain thatās the reason Iām about to die. But still.
What a beautiful picture.
Happy birthday, beautiful.