latenightsncandlelights

I went for a drive tonight. Honestly I felt like I wanted to crash my car into a post. I wasn’t sure if I wanted to be dead at the end of it, but I wanted to have that release. Feel the relief of not having to worry about anything. Feel the relief of not having to feel so unbelievably sad. I drove down a dark unknown road. I couldn’t see the lines in the road and on coming traffic was zooming by. I kind of felt like fuck is this it? And then it came. Fear. I was scared to lose my life and it woke me up

Seeing my p*$$y juice on a nigga beard >>>>>

I was over my last ex before we even broke up but it’s taking me time to get over this nigga WHY

I wish feelings had an off switch I need to be over this nigga. The funny thing is I KNOW I deserve better and I know he treated me terribly at times but I still want HIM.

I don’t think I’ve ever put my all into like i did loving you

I know you’d rather be laid up with a big booty. Prolly hella positive cus she got a big booty

Every time I get close to materialising the idea of killing my self I just think about my parents and how they’d feel

no need to apologise if you just dont do it in the first fucking place

And I hate that I like you 

You make me hate myself

It would be really nice to be with someone who you feel acc wants to be with lmao 

Sometimes it’s easier to pretend like someone didn’t care than to admit that they did and they still fucked you over

I hate myself