#notoveryou

I’m in love

With the curves in your smile

I’m madly obsessed

With the difference in your laugh

a meet but not a date,

had enough time gone by?

was I testing fate?

maybe subconsciously I wanted to give us one more try

play fighting over a Coca Cola bottle,

hiding it in the car,

merely an excuse to get close to you,

remembering everything we went through,

a pause,

looking into those golden brown eyes,

traveling in time to what was,

everything suppressed and internalized

suddenly out, formed in a kiss

yet what we had so easily dismissed

confused, in a daze, full of emotion

overwhelming thoughts in that moment

until a simple conclusion is reached,

the same one reached months prior:

the realization we could never be

and to simply forget