Jul 24, 2017
Midnight Thoughts
It's almost midnight, Im just kidding it's only 10.26 pm. Everyone's sleeping, the lights are shut. As usual, I find it hard to fall asleep. I don't know if this is what I call "depression" or it's just the fact that I am wishing to see you tomorrow. It's been just two days and I'm missing you so much. All these freakin thoughts are making me crazy. Thoughts like, how am I going to get a job, how to tell my parents about us, etc. It's really bothering me every night. I wish I can sleep in your arms tonight, knowing that I'll be safe and have a deep sleep. I got so attached! Damn! I wish I wasn't that weird awhile ago talking to you. Please! Please! Ignore my weirdness.
I miss you big time boy! I love you!
