๐ผ๐ ๐ท๐ด๐ฐ๐ณ๐๐ฟ๐ฐ๐ฒ๐ด: โ๐๐ก๐๐๐ค๐ข๐ง๐ ๐จ๐ง๐'๐ฌ ๐ฉ๐ซ๐ข๐ฏ๐ข๐ฅ๐๐ ๐ ๐ก๐๐ฌ ๐๐๐๐จ๐ฆ๐ ๐๐ง ๐๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ญ๐ฒ ๐ซ๐๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฒ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐๐ซ๐ฒ ๐๐จ๐ซ ๐๐ง๐ฒ๐จ๐ง๐ ๐ฐ๐ก๐จ ๐ฐ๐๐ง๐ญ๐ฌ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ญ๐๐ฅ๐ค ๐๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐๐ซ๐ฌ๐๐๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐จ๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฉ๐๐ซ๐ฌ๐จ๐ง๐๐ฅ & ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฉ๐จ๐ฅ๐ข๐ญ๐ข๐๐๐ฅ.โ
Fun fact about me is that I am a chronic list maker. So I was checking my calends & today's my enrollment. At the same time, I got frustrated with how many significant events, inclined with my bachelor's degree, got cancelled: Exchange Student program, TARSIER org duties, Project CLI+MED community work, Environmental Science block survey assistance, & supposed Greenpeace Philippines internship. Given the nature of my course, I had to participate & look for channels centered on humanitarian & social projects. Meeting & interacting with civically minded people & key players in my field were the uplifting moments. However, it is apparent that I can't accomplish any of these in an indefinite time. I'm scared of not focusing on acads since I've thrown myself in building my ๐ต๐พ๐พ๐ป๐พ๐๐พ๐ฟ๐ท๐ธ๐ด๐. The orchestration of the society is in havoc. The inherent choleric tendency makes me anxious for what lies ahead of my generation. I acknowledge that I am in a position of advantage & it makes me feel blessed & curse.
๐ผ๐ ๐๐ฐ๐บ๐ด๐ฐ๐๐ฐ๐: ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ ๐ข๐๐๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐๐ฒ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ข๐ฆ๐ฉ๐๐ซ๐ญ ๐จ๐ง ๐๐ฅ๐ฅ๐๐ฏ๐ข๐๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฌ๐ข๐ญ๐ฎ๐๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ญ๐ซ๐๐๐ญ ๐จ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ซ ๐ฉ๐๐จ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐ ๐๐ฌ ๐๐ง๐๐ฌ, & ๐ง๐๐ฏ๐๐ซ ๐ซ๐๐๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐๐ฌ ๐ฆ๐๐๐ง๐ฌ.