HI !! so its my day one to post my life here and tell you about my day, im suppos to do it tonight but im too excited to wait !
So ! for me, right know it 9 am and i need to call my dad att 11 pm or am idk how it is for the English people cuz im not English im french, so ! why im writing about it ? Cuz its been two years my dad and i are not seeing each other cuz he was violent verbally and i think in your head you are thinking, "but that's shit ? Plus how he can be so violent that you had to stop your relation ? You a SOFTIE ?!"
SO ! My dad i think has bpd but is undiagnosed, why do i tell you this ? Cuz when he was yelling at me it was really bad...When i say really bad its bad...Like...BAD but then it was calm like a river, i know i should say this but my grand mother from his side has it, and when my mom left him he was really depress plus my psy is saying that i might have adhd or tdah.
And my mom has see it when she saw that i didn't wanted to see my father anymore so she ask me question and i tell her that my dad is violent etc...(it didn't really happened that way but that's how officiel it happen)
So i got to the court etc etc and he officially lost my guard or right as a parents (do yall English people say this when your parent lost you as a right or something dont really how to say it for yall) And my éducatrice/educator for yall English is trying to get some lien back...lowkey scared but ill let you know after the call how its get...
