#nosanity

Game Over “I wonder…What if Senpai was driven to the very edge of sanity? And then he learned that you were the one who forced him to watch his sister die… What would he do?”

My sanity left a LONG time ago! #fitbikermom #harleydavidson #bikerchick #ridelikethewind #nosanity

One of these days I will sleep like a normal human. Today is not that day. #ihavetobeupat8am #lolol #mylifebelike #makeupsmearedface #wideawake #nosleep #nosanity🤷🏼‍♀️

Today I was legit trying to hold in a scream all day #headache #losingmymind #nosanity (at Wolmer's Girls School)

Why do we hurt those that we love, why do we push those who care away? why am i so fucked up in the head? How can you do something that you know will ruin something sooo perfect just because you can? How can you break the heart of the one who deeply and completely in love with you? Love is a word thats suppose to have meaning behind. Love in just looking into that persons eyes and getting those butterflies in your stomach and that cheesy smile on your face and you just know everything is going to be okay. But what if we just think we feel all that, because you wouldn't hurt the one you love right? What happens if you do hurt that one you are in love with and when they are about to walk out of your life you finally come to your senses and realized you completely shattered the heart of the love of your life and you beg and plead for them to stay because you will literally lose your mind if they leave you. So they stay right, but nothing is the same but they won't leave you. They won't walk away from you, they tell you how much you broke them but they haven't walked out of your life. What do you do now? You want to do nothing but love on this person and give them everything they gave you but they won't allow that. They won't tell you the sweet things they use to, they won't even show you one bit of emotion. Then you start freaking out because you see them talking to all these other people and you don't know if they are giving someone else the attention you want them to give you. Than it hits you, this is pay back... this is how you treated them so now it's your turn to feel like shit. To lose all your sanity, to have no emotion and be a stone called wall. You stop showing them the emotion you were showing them before because well "two can play at that game" right? Now you both are broken into millions of pieces, no emotion, no love, no sanity. What do you do now... especially when you're still afraid to even imagine life without this person because they still have that piece of your unbroken heart that is full of love and smiles. iv lost my sanity.... help.

My exam will either hopefully make me have an a or keep my b. Lets see what type of doctor I will be in the future.