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Field Note // Personal Log – OFFICER’S MEMOIR

The collapse began at 04:06 hours. No warning. No theatrical decline. Only the mechanical failure of the body under cumulative strain. Vision narrowed. Hands trembled. Knees buckled—briefly.

The critical choice: yield to the internal breach or reinforce the façade. I opted for override. A decision, not a reaction. The exterior command posture was sustained. Silence maintained. No expression. No signal. No admission.

At that hour, beneath collapsing blood sugar and neural fatigue, leadership was not measured by energy—but by concealment. No subordinate registered deviation. The line held. The mission advanced.

Discipline is not the absence of weakness.

It is the decision to conceal it with precision.

In that moment, my authority did not reside in strength—

—but in the refusal to show anything at all.

NoEmotion and The Godz: Psalms of the Godz is a mixtape project by NoEmotion Goldmask where he sources inspiration from his internet following aka “The Godz”. As of now he’s released 6 of these compilations, four of which I’ve had the honor of designing album covers for. Every design uses some sort of photo manipulation and homage to inspirations for his work and his music.

All of these albums can be found at: https://noemotiongoldmask.bandcamp.com/

NoEmotion Goldmask - Ollie Ollie Ox In Free album cover.