Sep 3, 2025
a lox bagel and 72 hrs of silent isolation would heal me (temporarily)
#every day i have to meet and greet 20 new strangers and i just cannot do it anymore#this is probably a unique problem to have and I’m happy to be getting out of the house more#but what i had in mind was seeing my friends and doing activities i like#but instead it’s been going to events where i don’t know anybody and i stand awkwardly smiling behind my boyfriend#while he has 20 minute conversations with people we’ve never met#bc this is the nature of his career and i am there to support him#but I’m an introvert and i’m burning alive#this coupled with going thru very big career and life changes and death and politics#and being BROKE! as FUCK!!!#I’m just an anxious disaster rn#NO RESPITE#alright now go to work every day this month and hopefully next month i can squeeze out a weekend or two
