J has joined the colony in a desprate bid to survive but that does not mean she's happy about it. She only goes through the motions of daily worker drone life now so she can earn her paychecks to get herself oil at the end of the day. She's reluctantly integrated and adapted to worker drone life to keep her core beating in her chest and her body working. She has failed and refused to gain any friends or close ones outside of Tessa and she doesn't plan to change that. She's only there because she has to now. She constantly thinks and dreams out killing and eating not only Khan, but almost everyone else in the bunker aside from Tessa and her new adoptive family. She's not on speaking terms with Tessa's adoptive family but they mean a lot to Tessa and she's not one to dream about taking that away from Tessa sense the poor lady has had so little of that kind of love in her life. There have been many times in which she's actively gone into sport/hunt mode right before worker drones every eyes and began to stalk them. She wants to eat them, she wants to kill them....but she can't...so she makes do with stalking and scaring the worker drones around her. She's come very very very close to losing her control a couple of times and once even almost killed Ziggy. She's really not known for being a kind drone but more so a very angry and engranged drone. She's a loner and there's no plans to step outside of that, she just wants it to be her and Tessa in her life
