๏ธดส summary ษ ๏ธดthe difficulties of dating idol!riku, the insecurities and the struggles of being the one left to the side
แฐ.แ idol!riku - fem reader, angst
โคณ lots of insecurities, sadness and anxiety.
๐ท๐ฒ๐ท๐ฒ ๐ท๐ธ๐ฝ๐ฎ๐ผ; hi love!!!! thank you for requesting <3 i hope you like this one, i didnโt really know how to end this one so i went for a bit of an open ending. as always, any interaction and feedback is much appreciated!!! ๐๐ definitely lmk what you think!!!! ily
!! not proofread !! i just wanted to get this out asap
it started quietly, something you could ignore. a headline here, a trending video there, a few comments you scrolled past without really thinking nor stopping. you learned early on that loving someone like riku meant accepting the noise of his life, it was constant, unavoidable, sometimes a little uncomfortable. but you told yourself you were strong enough, that you had to be strong, for him.
but late at night, when the sun went down, the sky lit up the sky and the world went quiet, your thoughts didnโt. you told yourself not to look at it, but curiosity always crept in late at night. one video turned into another, one comment turned into hundreds. a fancam, a smiling edit, a slow-downed moment of laughter, a screenshot of a 1 second clip that meant nothing but everything at the same time. endless comments, more than your eyes could even keep up with. you kept reading until your eyes burned, your chest tight, overwhelming thoughts flowing in that you couldnโt escape;
they look so good together. their chemistry is insane. imagine if they actually dated.
they knew what they were doing when they paired these two together
you tried not to care and at first it was ok, doable, just fans being fans. shipping was โnormalโ in rikuโs world. you knew what you were getting yourself into when you started dating him. but knowing and feeling is a completely different thing.
at first you were so proud. proud of him for getting so many opportunities, for being noticed and praised for his hard work, for being able to do what he loved to do the most. you knew his job came with a lot of things that a โnormalโ relationship didnโt have, you accepted that a long time ago. but knowing and understanding didnโt stop the ache that bloomed in your chest when you think about how easy it is for people to imagine your boyfriend with someone else..
you watched your bf move effortlessly through the chaos of his world, the stage lights - the cameras - the constant eyes on him and his every move. you love seeing him shine like this, the sparkle in his eyes whenever he was on that big stage, the energy and smile he brings with him through it all. you loved it.. you really do, but that doesnโt stop the quiet voice in your mind whispering things you hated thinking;
she belongs in his world, you donโt..
the collaboration announcement only made it worse. their companies riding the wave of the hype, their two idols being shipped with a huge amount of media attention?? 1+1=2 and they decided to pair them up together for a new project. a stage, a big stage, shared by two idols who have been the main headliners of the media the last few days. your riku and the girl the rest of the world wants to see him with.
you know itโs work. but the thought of riku spending long practices with her, late nights, hours and hours of being together learning a new choreography, cameras filming every single thing, every smile and every move. a natural closeness and trust growing as the time passes. innocent things, professional things. but you couldnโt help the uneasy feelings, your mind twisting everything.
she knew his world, she knows the pressure - the cameras - the expectations. you donโt..
you are just.. normal. no stylists, no stage presence, no understanding of what it actually felt like to live under constant pressure. youโre not someone who understands the whole thing of fan service and cameras catching every glance. you loved riku, deeply, but sometimes your love felt so small.. so small compared to the big world that demanded so much from him. you felt fragile. and slowly without realising it, you began to shrink and you did what almost felt like the most natural thing to do; you went quiet.
you stepped back without realising it. you stopped asking about practices, stopped watching his performances, your replies got slower, his calls went unanswered, with excuses you rehearsed beforehand. you convinced yourself you needed space- that he needed space. that if you distance yourself quietly, you could protect both you and him. him- from your insecurities and yourself from the pain of wanting reassurance from something you didnโt think you deserve.. because what if she asked for comfort and an answer and it turns out you were right after all?
what if one day he realises that being with someone who understands his world was so much easier than being someone like you, who stands on the outside, watching in from a distance, trying not to fall apart. the thoughts followed you everywhere, running through your mind every moment of the day. confronting you in the silence after another missed call, confronting you in the way your phone felt heavier and heavier everytime his name lit up the screen of your phone. and still you said nothing. you wanted him to be happy, even if your biggest fear is that his happiness will eventually come from someone else.
riku noticed. he noticed the way your laughter faded, the way your voice sounded distant, the way your goodnight texts became shorter and shorter until they eventually disappeared. the way you stopped asking about his days, something youโd always done. at first he told himself that you were busy. but as the days went on, the distance between you two only grew more and more.
he sat by himself in the practice room, staying a little longer after everyone else already left, his phone in his hand, your contact open on his phone. too many texts - too many calls but none returned. frustration and fear rushing through his mind all at once. he can handle criticism, the pressure, the crazy schedules, the expectations. but this- this distance, made him feel helpless. it made his chest tighten in a way he never felt before, an aching feeling that almost felt like an unbearable pain.
his thoughts spiraled. replaying every single thing that happened in the last few weeks. every smile he shared with his fans and friends felt heavy knowing that you felt anything but happy and smiley. every moment he failed to notice you pulling away flashing through his mind. every possible moment he could have fixed what he failed to see sooner. his mind was working overtime, a fear creeping into his mind; did he already lose you without realising it? by the time he got up and left, his body ached from more than just the aftermath of practice.
meanwhile you were curled up in bed, knees pulled up to your chest, staring into nothing. your phone faced down next to you, buzzing every few minutes, you didnโt even look. you knew who it was. tears soaking your pillow as you quietly sobbed to yourself. you hated yourself for feeling this way. for the jealousy you feel whenever you see his name next to hers. for the insecurities that whispered that you werenโt enough. for loving him so much that it literally hurts.
he deserves so much better, he deserves someone who understands without trying
happy scenarios and memories replaying in your head got replaced by imagining him with her, standing together under the stage lights, smiling into the camera for the whole world to see, someone the people wanted to see him with. you imagined him with someone better. someone who wasnโt you. someone who loved and cared for him the way he deserves. the weight on your chest felt almost unbearable. not dramatic, just heavy and constant. like something was pressing down on your ribs, making it hard to breathe. your body was exhausted, eyes stinging from crying.
the knock was soft. so soft you almost missed it. another knock followed, a little hesitant, careful, like whoever was on the other side wasnโt sure if they should be here. your heart skipped a beat, you sat up straight. your feet touching the cold floor as you slowly made your way to the door, every step feeling a little heavier than the last. when you opened it, you froze.
there he was. his shoulders slumped, his jacket hanging loosely on his shoulders as if he just thrown it on without thinking. his hair slightly messy after hours of practice. his eyes tired, glossy and exhausted. he looked hollow, pale, the usual spark in his eyes not even close to being there.
for a long moment, neither of you spoke. just looking at each other. his gaze scanning your face, taking you in like he needed to make sure you were real. as if he was afraid you would disappear if he blinked. his lips parted slightly, as if he wanted to say something, only a shaky breath leaving his mouth. slowly, so slow it seemed like he wasnโt even sure what he meant to be doing, he lifted his hand, carefully as if he wasnโt even sure if it was ok. he hesitated halfway, fingers curling slightly, eyes scanning yours as if he was asking for permission.
you looked at him, nodding so softly someone with a normal eye could have missed it, but he didnโt, that was all he needed. he stepped forward, his arm wrapping around you so gently, like he was afraid of crossing a line, like he was afraid of breaking something fragile. after a little moment his grip tightened a little, like he couldnโt even hold himself up without you. his face slowly pressing into your shoulder, a quiet, broken breath slipping out.
you held him, your fingers digging into his jacket, anchoring him there. your chin resting against his hair, eyes closed as his weight settled into your arms. neither of you said anything. you didnโt have to. you just stood there, in the doorframe that separated the quiet space of your home with the world youโd been struggling against. the fear finally losing its grip as you held your bf. the overthinking slowly turning quieter. the pain drifting away. the noise - the doubts - the distance, all of it softened, just by being held by the one person you loved the most in this world. the one person you wrongly thought would be better off without you. the one person you needed to anchor yourself in this world.
the one person who needed you more than anything in his life.
and for the first time in weeks, you both felt like you could breathe again.
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you and sion have been dating for a while now. as time went by, you had gotten a lot closer with his members as well. being the same age as sion, the others were a bit younger than you. naturally feeling the sisterly instinct to take care of the younger ones, you often find yourself making food, getting them their favorite snacks whenever you visit their dorms, help them out with their house chores, making sure they take good care of their health by giving them vitamins etc etc. you didn't mind, not at all, you cared for the younger ones health just as much as you did for your boyfriend. sion loves the way you treat his members. being the leader and oldest of his group, he naturally takes on the dad role of the team and as you came in the picture; you made the perfect fit as the 'mom' of the group. sion was thankful for all the things you did for him and his team, coming over to their dorms with food to make sure they all eat well after a long day of practicing, dropping off drinks to take along whenever a day full of schedules followed the next day, showing interest in the things each member liked. whether you liked it or not, you always made sure each individual member felt comfortable around you. reminding sion over and over again why he fell in love with you to begin with.
yesterday was a day like many others. your boyfriend and his team had a long day at work, preparing hard for their upcoming japan tour. as the boys all walked in one after the other they quickly freshened themselves up to go to bed as soon as possible. calling it a day soon enough as each one of them was tired and in need of rest. your boyfriend, half asleep and ready to finally close his eyes, sent you a quick goodnight text. telling you he loves you and will update you tomorrow, since he was too tired to give you a small report on his day.
as the next morning arrives, you got up early and well to step out of the house. it's your boyfriends first day off after a couple weeks of overseas schedules and long practice days. before heading to his dorm, you stop by the store to get some things. you make sure to grab some coffee along the way as well since you know your boyfriend will definitely need one to start his day. upon arriving you notice the quiet silence that fills up the guys' apartment. the whole dorm still sound asleep, you smile to yourself, glad the boys got some well deserved rest. after all this time, you know your ways around their place. feeling comfortable in their home, you have no issue being the only one awake. setting down the bag of small groceries you did, you put the drinks in the fridge to keep them cold. fidgeting around in their kitchen you start to set up the things you need to make breakfast for you and the others. completely lost in your own thoughts you mindlessly prepare the food, not noticing the youngest boy walking in to the kitchen. only as the youngster stood right infront of you, you acknowledge his presence. "ohhh goodmorning saku. did you sleep well?!!" you said with a grin as you saw the sleepy state he was in. not much coming from him he just silently joined you as you continued on with the rest of the food. as time passed by, more members woke up one by one. the smell of freshly baked french toast started filling up the air as well as yummy pancakes. greeting you as soon as they stepped in the kitchen, each member thanked you for the breakfast you made. the chairs at the table were taken as the boys sat down, ready to eat!! all.. expect for one. "noona, i think sion-hyung needs a human alarm clock to be awakened from his sleep" riku laughs as he takes his first bite.
as the room filled up with the guys slowly getting more energized and awake, the sound of laughter and chatting soon becomes louder and louder. as you smile upon the view infront of you, you decide to make your way to your boyfriends room. the room was quiet with only the little bit of sunshine peeking through the blinds. enough to see the sleeping figure on the bed. as you silently laughed, you walk inside the room. not wanting to wake him up just yet, you open the blinds to let the morning sunshine in completely. as you look over to your bf, who did not move one inch even though the bright lights filled up the whole room now, you cannot help but smile. sitting on the side of his bed you are contemplating whether to wake him up or let him sleep a bit longer. as you reached out to brush away some of the hair that covers his face, you feel your bf leaning in to your touch. "morning.." he says with his eyes closed, voice still hoarse. "goodmorning, i didn't want to wake you up but i made breakfast for you guys" you lean down to give your sleepy bf a quick kiss. as you come back up, you feel two arms holding you in place. "mmh just 5 more minutes please.." you giggled, "ok you can stay in bed 5 more minutes, but make sure to come out soon enough before the others eat all the food!" you said while holding back your laughter to the view of your bf fighting the bright light. "noooo, with you. 5 more minutes with you.." not planning on letting you go just yet, sion pulls you even closer as he pulls you to lay down next to him. not being able to refuse his cute whiny request, you laid down and brushed your hands over his face once more.
"mmh i don't think i am hungry" sion says as he pulls you impossibly closer. "yes you are!!! i made so much yummy food, you have to try!!" you said, playfully offended by your boyfriends statement. "i think yushi will have finished all the food before i can even get to the table" sion groans as he feels you sitting up straight. "cmon!!! get up, you have to eat!!!" you pushed your boyfriends arms away as you laughed at his state. no attempts were made as sion just laughed and rolled onto his back. "no i was joking, they will leave some for me" he pulled his blanket all the way up to his neck before you snatched it off again. giggling to yourself as your boyfriends eyes shut open by the sudden action, you took both his hands and tried pulling him up from his laying position. "nooo baby please, you said 5 more minutes!!" trying to pull you back down by using his weight in his advantage, you stand your ground and yank his arms once more. "cmon sionnn i promise you can stay in bed all day afterwards!!!" you laughed at your bf as he groans by the thought of getting up. "if you get up now, we can watch that one movie you wanted to see later!" there was no need to repeat your words again since your bf almost jumped up immediately after you said that. eating breakfast now to rush back to bed again afterwards to stay in and watch movies with you?? suddenly the man was hungry and could not wait to try out the food you made for him.
laughing at your boyfriends sudden rushed awakening, you get pulled off the bed as well. "pinky promise, no games or play time with the others first" sion says as he stretches his arms before pulling you close in a hug again, leaning down to rest his head on top of yours. "just movies with the two of us?? mmh i will have to consider the pros and cons" you jokingly said laughing at the way you feel your bf squeeze you a little tighter. "promise, otherwise i am not moving" sion says. "ok ok ok i promise. but first breakfast!!! i even got you coffee!!" you replied to which your bf almost immediately let go of you and walked to the door; "hurry baby, i have places to be" he said as he walked through the door. laughing at your bf, you followed him back to the kitchen. once again being welcomed by a full table, this time all seats taken as your bf took his spot on the head of the table.
walking to the fridge to take out the coffee you got for your bf, you make your way to the table and finally sit down as well. sion, thanking you for the coffee, put his hand on your thigh to give it a quick squeeze as he starts eating. looking around at the left overs the younger members left for you to eat, you smile by the thought of them eating well and enjoying your food. taking your first bite yourself, ryo, why was sitting next to you, started excitedly talking about the things he had done the day before. listening to the younger one, you finish eating and put your chopsticks down, satisfied with your full belly and so immersed in your conversation with ryo, you didn't notice the others started cleaning up already. "ohhh you guys, i will clean up. you can go wash you and do your things!!" you said as the youngsters were chaotically trying to clean up their dishes.
as you were putting away the washed dishes, you felt a pair of arms sneaking around your waist. sion rested his head in the crook of your neck, you smiled at your boyfriends actions. "sionnnn i cannot clean like this" you giggled as your bf only snuggled his face even further into your neck. "mmmh it's clean y/n, very clean, has never looked better" he said as he kisses the exposed skin on your neck. laughing at the clingy boy, you put down the last few things and turn around to face your boyfriend. taking a moment to look at his pretty face, you put your arms around his neck, smiling up to your bf. sion, returning the same look on his own face, leans down as he kisses you. one.. two.. three pecks before he pulls back to lean his forehead against yours. "thank you for making us breakfast y/n, you really are the best" he says before locking your lips in another sweet kiss. a bit longer this time, fully taking in the sweet taste of your lips on his. moving your hands from behind his neck to cup his face, you smile into the kiss. feeling your boyfriends hands find their way to either side of your hips, you pull back. sion, following your lips with his, opens his eyes to look at you. once again, wondering what he did to deserve such amazing girlfriend like you.
putting your hands on his shoulders and giving him a little tap, you say; "so!!! ryo said he wanted to show me his new plushies!!! i have places to be!!" you giggled as you quickly escape your boyfriends hold and run out of the kitchen. sion who was frozen on the spot, left in disbelief for a little second, rushed out of the kitchen, running after you as you were laughing when he caught up to you and pulled you in his grip again. "nice try, you are mine the rest of the day!!!" he laughed as he walked you to his room again. "noona. do you want to play on my switch together?" sakuya asked as he walked out of his room looking for you. "your noona is already booked for today, saku, go ask ryo to play" sion said laughing as he opened the door to his bedroom, still holding you as he follows behind you. "i will play with you later saku, ok!!" you yell as your boyfriend was quick to let out a; "no she won't!!!" before he fully closes the door. leaving the maknae standing in the opening of his own bedroom looking over to yushi and riku who were already settled and cozy on the couch, watching the whole scene unfold. "i don't think noona will play with you today" yushi says as the youngest looks at him with visible question marks on his face to which riku laughingly adds; "you will understand when you get your own girlfriend"
๏ธดส summary ษ ๏ธดcute things with yushi as your boyfriend
แฐ.แ no nsfw or anything, just soft - fluff bf content
โคณ mentions of pda, kissing. will make a 18+ version as well but for now this will do!!!!!
๐ท๐ฒ๐ท๐ฒ ๐ท๐ธ๐ฝ๐ฎ๐ผ; hiii still trying to figure out my own writing style so please ignore any weird mistakes etc etc !! not proofread !! for now this will do but more is coming soon!!! HOPE YOU ENJOY
๐๐ bf yushi who expresses his feelings through his subtle gestures and touches rather than voicing it out with words
๐๐ his love language is definitely physical touch so he shows a lot of affection through this, subtly touching - having his hand on your thighs as you sit on the couch together. talking about your day as his way of showing you he is listening and interested in what your saying
๐๐ fidgeting with your hands as you are watching a movie together or leaning on your shoulder as he listens to you disagreeing with whatever is happening on the screen.
๐๐ loves holding hands when no one is watching. softly grabs your hand under the table when his members are all busy talking about their days
๐๐ stands behind you as you are all gathered together in the kitchen. hands on your shoulders as he is in the middle of a conversation with riku. he softly massages your shoulders a couple times before he sits down next to you, smiling at you before giving you a soft kiss on your cheek
๐๐ always lets you try his drinks - food. takes a bite before a satisfied hum leaves his mouth as he is already reaching out to you for you to try it too. continues giving you small bites of his food since he loves sharing with you
๐๐ not afraid of pda but respects if you are not that big of a fan. steals a few kisses here and there when no one is looking and loves seeing your flustered face whenever he does
๐๐ loves it even more when you are the one who starts the physical touch. as you reach for his hand when you are walking outside, he is quick to take yours in his. or if you come up to him as he is playing on his nintendo switch with one the members, he welcomes you with open arms as you sit in between his legs, leaning back and relaxing in your boyfriends arms
๐๐ gets shy easily but somehow not afraid for the teasing of his members whenever he openly shows his love for you in their presence. there is no secret to hide the heart eyes he has for you and how his face lights up whenever you enter the room
๐๐ loves holding you as you guys fall asleep. always has to touch you in some way. whether you are laying on his chest, legs intertwined with each other or being the big spoon as he holds your hand. he cannot sleep without having you close to him. your warmth is what makes him fall asleep
๐๐ prefers cuddles over kisses as he just loves holding you close but as time goes by he grows obsessed with the feeling of your lips on his. quick pecks or long lingering kisses, he cannot get enough of it. when he plants a soft, long kiss on your lips, he is always smiling through the kiss. loving the feeling of your soft lips on his. pulling you impossibly closer by your waist as his hands draw small circles on your skin
๐๐ loves back hugs. sneaking his arms around your waist as you are preparing dinner for the two of you, making it almost impossible to move around or walks up behind you as you are getting ready in the bathroom. smiling at you through the mirror as his arms find their way around your waist. leaning down to put his face in your neck and he gives a small kiss on your skin
๐๐ keeps track of your period and makes sure you take care of yourself. not afraid to go out of his way and get the stuff you need such as pads or tampons
๐๐ always making sure you are eating well. knows your favorite snacks and drinks, which he always gets whenever you guys plan a movie night
๐๐ prefers indoor dates over outdoor. just loves having time for yourselves in the comfort of your own home. watching your favorite movies - series, ordering takeout or cooking your own meals together
๐๐ also enjoys outdoor dates tho, anything as long as you get to spend time together. something as simple as going for ice cream - wandering around the neighborhood or going in and out of some shops along the way is already enough for him
๐๐ always pays for you. even if you insist in paying your food for once, he already pulled his card out and swiped his card before you could get the chance to pay. he just wants to take care of you. you do pay for other things to make up to him, even though he says it's ok. he appreciates your small gestures
๐๐ always the first to make up after a fight. whether it was his fault or not, he cannot stand the idea of either of you being upset with each other. apologizes for his actions - behavior as he comes closer to you. all the previous frustration leaving his body as soon as he feels your arms around him again
๐๐ gets jealous easily but tries to hide it as much as he can. he loves that you get along with his members but cannot help but feel jealous whenever you spend a bit too much time with one of them. gets jealous over silly things and he knows it's unnecessary but he doesn't know how to act nonchalant when it comes to you
๐๐ always sneaks pictures of you and has you as his wallpaper; his favorite candid picture he took on one of your dates. whenever he feels down, he likes looking at your pictures. to him you are just the most beautiful person in the world
๐๐ not the best texter but always make sure to text you 'goodmorning' and 'goodnight'. he prefers hearing your voice in a call rather than having full on conversations over text
๐๐ you are definitely his motivation. he wants to do well and work hard to make you proud. even after a full day of practicing, he never forgets to update you or send you a picture to remind you that he is thinking of you
I NEED MORE FRAT YUSHI (or any type of party scene yushi) like i imagine his pink cheeks when heโs a little drunk and clingy ๐ฉ๐ฉ giiiirl work your magic iโll give you my first born for this
i love the way you think hihi sorry for the wait but i just wanted to let you know that iโm working on it and party boy yushi will find his way to you soon โผ๏ธโผ๏ธ (also i appreciate the offer but please keep your first born ๐ญ๐ญ)
just a quick question about the ending of this fic; do we want tension, a kissy here and there and a more open ending or do we want an actual 1-1 work out class in the end??
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๏ธดส summary ษ ๏ธดsmall things you do that make wish realize how much they love you. little moments that make them fall in love over and over again
แฐ.แ fluff
๐ท๐ฒ๐ท๐ฒ ๐ท๐ธ๐ฝ๐ฎ๐ผ; this is nothing special i am sorry but i am trying to find my own way of writing so i am trying out a bunch of things for now!!!!! i hope you enjoy it !!!!
sion always has his eyes on you. you could be sitting across from him at the dining table or on the other side of the room playing with one of his younger members; sion followed your every move. he made it no secret that he was in utterly in love with you. since you often come over to the dorms to see your bf, you had gotten very close to the other five guys as well. as you were all spending time together, sakuya and you found yourselves in a very competitive game with each other. sakuya being sakuya had no mercy for you and was determined to win. the other guys slowly turned their full attention towards you two and your game quickly turned into a 3-3 team match while sion, who watched you guys play from his spot on the couch, caught himself staring at you as a smile grew on his face. you were laughing and fooling around with his members as your eyes locked with your boyfriend. smiling at him you waved him over to sit next to you and join the game, which he let slide with a smile, enjoying the moment of you guys playing together. everyone knows sion loves his members but nothing can compare to what he feels for you. it's the way you carry yourself and fill up every room with your bright energy and laughter that makes him fall for you over and over again every day. the fact you get along with his members makes him so happy. he loves how you take care of the younger ones and go along in their little mischievous actions, playing games with them just like now. sharing laughs and fun times as your boyfriend fondly reminds himself to tell you he loves you as soon as he gets you alone again later.
maeda riku
riku loves a lazy sunday morning. no schedules, no alarm clocks, no rushing out of the door or quick goodbyes as both of you parted ways to get to work on time. just you and him. the sun was peeking in through the opening of the blinds, hitting the wall and lighting up the room with a cozy and warm atmosphere. riku always wakes up before you. he turns towards you, running his fingers through your hair as he smiles at your sleeping state. he lets his eyes wander over your soft features, taking in all the little details of your face. he could stare at you for hours on end and often gets lost in his thoughts as he looks at you. he couldn't help himself, you just look so cute laying next to him. as he brushes his thumb over your cheek, he feels you leaning into his touch. not opening your eyes just yet, you softly smile mirroring the big smile on your boyfriends face. riku, who was both happy you were awake but also sad he could not look at your cute sleeping face anymore, cupped your face and chuckles at the way you slowly opened your eyes not ready to be faced with the bright light yet. you let out a little "goodmorning" and smile at your bf who placed a soft kiss on your forehead when he feels your arms sneaking around his waist as you snuggle your face into his chest. riku feels the warmth from your body onto his and couldn't help the heat creeping up to his cheeks. no matter how long you guys are already together, his heart still skips a beat when you hold onto him or cuddle into him. he wished you guys could just stay like this forever. just holding you in his arms. he gives you another kiss on your head as he takes in this moment a little bit longer as the quiet and peaceful sunday morning gets cut short again as the sound of his members slowly waking up as well start to fill the dorm with lively noise.
tokuno yushi
yushi is a quiet observer of the things around him. finding it difficult to express his emotions - feelings with words. he rather shows how much he loves you in other ways. you yourself also have your own ways to show your love and affection for others. one of them being cooking and baking yummy food for the people you care about. you get satisfaction and happiness when you see others eat well. especially your bf, who works hard all day. you are busy in the kitchen, preparing a simple meal for your bf as he walks through the door being greeted by the yummy smell of your cooking. quickly making his way to the kitchen he is met with your back towards him, softly humming along to the music. "ohhh hiii yushi, i didn't hear you come in. the food will be ready soon!!" you said as you turned around seeing your bf got home. yushi sat down at the table, watching you fidgeting with your hands as you finish up the food. he couldn't help but smile at the sight in front of him. he loves the way your face looks when you are concentrating on something or the way your small hands just look so cute being busy with doing five things at the same time. as you make your way to the table you hand your bf his plate with food and sit down next to him. yushi, not even paying attention to his food looks at you as you take your first bite. taking in the way your cheeks fill up with food and your eyes softly close as you chew and take a little moment to relax, he finds himself staring at you as his mind wanders off to how lucky he is to have you. before you can even question why he has not started eating yet you feel a soft kiss on your cheek. you turn towards him and smile "what is that for??" you giggle. "just because" he says softly before planting a little kiss on your lips. smiling at you as he leans back again, watching your face lit up with a warm smile as you look at your bf, mirroring the same look on his face as he cannot hide the affection he has for you. in his eyes, you are the most beautiful person ever. in and out. he could stare at you for hours and still find a new thing he loves about you. to be able to call you his, is something he still finds hard to believe.
๏ธดส summary ษ ๏ธดsmall things you do that make wish realize how much they love you. little moments that make them fall in love over and over again > maknae line version
แฐ.แ fluff, teenage relationships
๐ท๐ฒ๐ท๐ฒ ๐ท๐ธ๐ฝ๐ฎ๐ผ; pt 2 of these!!! oopsie somehow got a bit caried away with these. i did not proofread, sorry!! i am trying to find my own way of writing so i am sorry if this is not so good yet. i hope you enjoy!!!
there is two things that jaehee loves most in this world; music and you. it's no secret that jaehee is super talented when it comes to his voice and musicality. being the main vocal in his team, he has proved himself a great artist. you on the other hand were far from a professional singer, but who better to learn from than your idol bf?? you often find yourself hanging out with jaehee, with him playing the piano and singing one of his favorite songs. you loved listening to his voice and seeing the way his whole face seems to soften and feel the song. after a couple songs, you get up and make your way to your boyfriend. placing both your hands on his shoulders, you press a small kiss on top of his head. "i love that song, it's one of my favorites" you say as you take a seat next to jaehee. "really???" he asks as you notice how the lights almost reflect in his eyes. "should i teach you how to play? we can play together!!" your bf adds, full of enthusiasm. there is nothing he enjoys more than sharing his passion with you. as the minutes go by, you start to get the hang of it a little more. even though you don't play perfectly let alone press the right notes every now and then, jaehee is super sweet and never loses his patience when it comes to you. "agh!! i can't do it, it's so hard.." you sigh as you played the wrong note again. "no! you are doing great, it's ok!! let me show you one more time!!" jaehee takes your hands in his as he shows you the right keys. the concentration on your face does not go unnoticed by your bf, bopping your head slightly as you press the piano keys softly and the big smile on your face as you managed to pull through without any mistakes. jaehee wonders how he got so lucky to have you in his life. even though your own job - career might be a bit different than his, you never fail to make an effort to show interest in his work. as you play a couple more times, your bf just looks at you with the biggest smile on his face. how could someone look so cute yet so pretty with the tip of their tongue peeking out in between their lips, full of concentration yet have the softest look in their eyes as the sound from the piano fills up the room.
hirose ryo
ryo loves the spring weather. whenever april rolls around again, he cannot wait to go and play outside with you. going for little walkies, getting ice cream, visiting the park near by to go for a picnic, he cannot hide his excitement when the sun comes out of its winter shadow. making your way to the park. your bf starts listing up the things he wants to do now the spring season has started again. you look at ryo as he takes your hand in his, softly swinging your hands together. completely lost in his story about the new zoo he wants to visit, you pass by a little bush with flowers. "omg look!!! the flowers are starting to bloom!" you let out with excitement as you make your way to take a look up close. ryo, finally snapping out of his own little bubble, looks at you as you kneel down infront of the pink and orange flowers. he smiles to himself, fondly looking at you as you take out your phone to take a couple pictures of the colorful spring blossoms infront of you. he loves the way your eyes light up when you call over your bf to show him the pretty flower you saw. "isn't this one so beautiful.." you point at a pink blossom flower as your boyfriend kneels down next to you. it's something about the way your face is flushed over with excitement that makes his heart skip a beat. the sun shines perfectly on your face and with the soft sound of distant chatter from other people it makes it look like a scene straight out of a movie. ryo smiles and takes your hand in his as he pulls you up on your feet again. "close your eyes" he says as he let's go of your hand. you feel his hand come up to your hair as you open your eyes again, met with your bf who shyly smiles at you. "now it's even more pretty.." you put your hand up to feel the flower he put in your hair. you look at your boyfriend who cannot hide the pink blush flushing over his face as he gazes into your own eyes. your smile reaches up to your eyes as you plant a soft kiss on his cheek. you swiftly turn around and continue walking, leaving your bf a couple meters behind, following your every move with his eyes. "are you coming?" you asked, giggling as you turned to look at your bf. he cannot hide the big smile on his face as he looks at you as you walk through the street, your reflection in the windows as the sun seems to shine just for you. the wind softly blowing through your hair with the little flower on the side of your head. to him, you are more beautiful than any flower in the world. quickly making his way to you, he grabs your hand, pulling it up to his face as he plants a small kiss on the back of your hand. the sun was shining nicely but nothing can compare to the warmth he feels when you are next to him.
fujinaga sakuya
sakuya is known for his mischievous and playful nature. being the youngest in his team, he is often the reason behind the laughter and excitement that fills up the room. he loves hanging out with his members, almost as much as he loves hanging out with you. since his older members care about their maknae more than anything in this world, they grew very fond of you as well. often visiting the guys' dorm, it's safe to say you have gotten really close with the others as well. in the middle of the second round of the 'mafia game' you were all sat in a circle on the floor. sakuya, who got killed in the last round was sat on the couch with sion, who played the roll of the mayor. full of energy, sakuya was watching the game unfold in front of him. as the night comes with the next round, the two mafias that killed him awakened again. letting out a loud gasp, sakuya looks at the way ryo and you both point at your next target. sion who watches his maknae in utter disbelief laughs at the face the younger one pulls as his eyes meet with yours. you smile at your bf, finding it funny how he was so shocked by the fact you were one of the mafias. even though it's just a game, he always takes these things seriously. as the game goes on, you and ryo end up winning this round. still in disbelief that his gf killed him in the first round, he stays seated on the couch as the others decide on the next game. you get up and sit down next to your sulky bf. "awwww cmon saku, it's just a game" you said as you look at the expression on his face. you put your arms around his neck as you pull him into a hug. almost immediately you feel his arms sneak around your waist as he leans into you. you pulled away to give him a quick kiss on his cheek. smiling at him which he returned as the pink flushes over his cheeks. quickly joining the others again, you repositioned yourself on the floor while sakuya decided to skip out on this round. he has no idea what the others are saying, nor does he know what game you decided to play. all he can see is you, as the sound of laughter fills up the room, he cannot help but stare at you. what did he do to deserve you. seeing you play with his older brothers, a sudden feeling of joy and gratefulness rushes into his heart. he loves having you around, you make him feel like no one else can. yes, his members care for him all the time but there was something about the way you loved him that made his heart feel so warm and happy. quickly standing up, he made his way over to you. as he sits down next to you, he gently kisses you on the cheek. returning the favor as he takes your hand in his.
