#nct headcanons

johnny:

• he laughs a little as he feels your hands snake around his hips from behind. he was just in sweats trying to cook some breakfast, your fingertips already dipping under his waist band. “you’re insatiable” “can’t help it… you look so good” he had only been eating you out less than 15 minutes ago and now you’re back for more of him

• he turns the stove off, barely having got it started, turning around and holding onto your wrists. when you were ovulating you were like a rabid animal, you were always all over him 10 times as much and he knew it, he also knew only he had the cure. “hmm? what’s going on in that pretty head?” he knew the answer, he knew it was all him. “you, we can eat later, please just come back to bed, i need you” he smirks as he pulls you closer, “is that right?” you nod, tugging at his arms “oh you poor thing” his words dripping in fake sympathy and a playful frown on his lips

• although he’s quicker to give into you when you’re ovulating, he can’t help but tease or act dumb just a little, but he doesn’t waste any more time before his hands loop behind you, picking you up swiftly and landing you on the kitchen island making you giggle triumphantly. your pupils are blown as you look him up and down, drinking in his physic. “johnny…” “i know sweetheart” you naturally spread your legs and watch as his hands fondle with himself beneath his pants “you want it so bad don’t you?” “yes… please” he can see the animalistic look on your face and in your eyes and it doesn’t take much more before he’s got himself hard again, you grab the hem of his shirt that your wearing, holding it between your teeth to give him access to your core again. you look so utterly pathetic and so completely readable to him.

• he pushes in and you guys are fucking like rabbits all over again. he definitely loves this time of the month, you’re always clawing at his pants, dropping to your knees, walking around half naked, always wanting and ready for him, and he is more than happy to provide you with as many rounds as you want and more to keep that hunger inside you satisfied.

• your stance on kids are clear between the both of you, you both want kids, and soon, but not right now, but it doesn’t ever stop you from begging him to knock you up, breed you until you’re full of him and his babies and boy does he has a hard time holding back or asking if you want off birth control for next month.

taeyong:

• when you’re ovulating you can go for hours at a time, when when your spent, shaking crying and overstimulated, you can’t stop, need to keep feeling him. you are addicted to him and his cock and it fuels him with a lot of pride. he doesn’t ever have to do much, he lets you initiate, wether you just want to suck him off over and over, hump against his thighs, dry hump, whatever position you want he’ll put you in.

• if you want to be more dominant and take what you want, he lets you boss him around, if you’re feeling more vulnerable he is taking control and providing you with what you need with more guidance. “what can i do baby?” “just sit back, i’ll do most of the work” he obliges and sits back more against the couch while you straddle him and start to rub your bare pussy over his boxers, you’re still wet from your last round an hour ago, his cum still leaking out of you slowly, smearing over the material of his underwear. “f-fuck… sorry, i just need this” “i know, it’s okay, don’t apologise just keep going baby, you’re doing so good”

-“ you whine at his praise, his voice lands right in your core. “yongie… kiss my neck” he leans up, lips attacking that sensitive spot by your ear lobe and it has you tingling. your hands tug at his hair, holding on like handle bars, soon rubbing yourself over his tent isn’t enough, you push him back as flat as he can go over the couch, letting him shimmy his hips down so there’s more space for you to do what you want

• he doesn’t expect to feel you dragging your pussy along his abs. he groans at the feeling, it’s so warm and slippery and the tight notches across his abdomen catch at your clit. your pussy is so swollen and sensitive the new skin on skin contact has you crying quickly

• “taeyong! nghh!” he’s pulling your shirt over your head, leaving you completely naked on top of him, his hands coming up to cup and squeeze and your sensitive tits, rolling your swollen nipples between his fingers. you keep going like that, before you can warn him you feel yourself squirting over his stomach, hearing it spurt and spray his skin and he watches with a half amused half proud smile. “that’s it baby, good girl”

• he doesn’t expect you to keep going, still spreading your juices along his abs, not caring about the mess, just thinking with your pussy, but he doesn’t stop you, just grabs a hold of your ass and moves you over him when your hips stutter and legs start to give out. “i’ve got you, just tell me what you need”

yuta:

• both your sex drives are quite high, but when you’re ovulating it is on a whole other level, you treat him like a sex doll. he never complains when you roll over in bed in the middle of the night and your hands start fondling with his dick and balls in an attempt to get him hard, it also doesn’t take much from you to achieve your goal, everything you do turns him on. “4am and still thinking about my dick? thought i fucked you to sleep” “just shut up and take me” he laughs, grabbing hold of your leg and hooking it around his waist, cock head pushed past your entrance.

• he can’t help but to tease you, just a tiny bit, rocking his hips in shallow movements, barely pushing past the tip. “is everything a joke to you?” you don’t wait for a response, just pushing closer to him, the leg around his hips drawing him close and forcing his cock all the way inside you and you shiver. “jesus babe, look at you”

• you roll your eyes and fuck yourself on him, he doesn’t need to move, your own hips slamming back and forth and taking what you want. “roll on your back, i’m gonna ride you” he rolls over and helps you up, watching in silence and you work yourself on him, bringing you both closer to the edge, the only sounds he makes are the small grunts and little chuckles as he watches your face contort on pleasure and concentration as you focus solely on your pleasure.

• you fuck him like your life depends on it, spitting on his face- “sorry- i don’t know why i just did that” he looks up at you with dark eyes, opening his mouth and giving you a knowing look and you spit again, right in his mouth, “fuck… you’re so fucking hot when you’re in heat”. his words make your clench, and a small whimper leaves your lips.

• when you ovulate you leave more marks all over him, marking your territory, licking and spitting on him like you’re trying to scent him. you’re always so possessive over him too, telling him how he belongs to you, that no one else can have you, you have definitely threatened to chain him up before as a joke, but the look on both of your faces when the words left your mouth, it was clear that you would do it if you felt necessary.

doyoung:

• he really enjoys seeing the needier side of you. it fills his heart and his ego with pride. yes you fawn over him constantly but during ovulation it’s like he is the only person that exists in the world. you’re constantly rubbing at his arms and tugging him close. he loves being the only one who can provide for you. he does however get a little bashful when you show just how desperate you can get in public or around his members

• “i know honey, ill take you home in just a second, i just need to say goodbye” you frown and stomp your foot a little, “doie… i need you now, make it quick…” he has a cheeky smile on his face and a slight blush as he catches back up with taeyong and johnny, saying goodbye after you had all been at lunch, and you’re dragging him off by the hand to the car.

• in the car you pull his nearest hand to your core, pushing his palm against you over your pants and he sucks in through his teeth at the heat radiating from you. “so whiney, you’re lucky you’re cute, you know that?” you ignore him as you helplessly start to grind against his palm while he drives. once you’re home he steps in through the front door first, ready to walk you to the bedroom, but as he takes the first few steps you grab his hand and pull him back to face you, walking back against the door and devouring him in a passionate kiss

• “here… can’t wait any longer…” god you were so eager for him you couldn’t even wait to get to the bedroom. he chuckles as his hands work on your pants, getting them down and off as quick as he can, fingers finding your bare core in seconds. “no fucking panties? god baby you’re like a mutt in heat” the words are vulgar, but they’re exactly what you want to hear, he can feel just how wet you are, more than normal, your juices coat his digits effortlessly.

• it’s not long before he’s got you lifted up against the door, legs hooked around his waist and head thumping against the hard wood as he drills into you, doyoungs mouth is filthy at the best of times, he is a very vocal man, but when you guys are going at it like this, and both of you are in a more primal headspace, the dirty talk is turned up 100 times and then some.

• he always tries to be a gentleman to you, he’s a classy and elegant man, but during ovulation you both can’t help but fuck each other like wild animals.

jaehyun:

• both of your sex drives are high, you’re both young, sexy and all over each other constantly, kinks and dynamics explored extensively throughout the course of your relationship so he knows when you’re ovulating you need him to be more dominant, take the lead and be a provider and a giver.

• the pace can vary, as well as how rough or soft he is with you, when you look up at him with that pleading look and your eyes are round and glossy he knows to be gentle and guide you through everything, his voice coated in honey, when you look at him with those hooded, fox like eyes, he knows to be more controlling and demanding, talking through gritted teeth. and tonight is former. your big round doe eyes looking up at him waiting for every word and every bit of praise he has for you

• “you’re doing so good for me sweetie, taking it so good, fuck you’re so perfect for me” you’re sobbing, this is round 5, and you’re so close to being fully spent, for now at least, your whole body is sensitive, every nerve ending wrecked by him, one hand laced in yours and giving you reassuring squeezes.

• you’ve lost all ability to form coherent sentences, just nodding and whining along with his words, “one more for me? can you do that?” you nod softly, usually he would ask for verbal confirmation, just to be a tease, but he’s already teased you enough in previous rounds, now just wanting you to feel one last gush of relief before you can settle down for sleep

• “that’s it, good girl, just one more, you can do it… atta girl, there we go” he watches you come undone around him, he hisses slightly from the overstimulation, your pussy walls gripping him tight, he pulls out after he’s unloaded into you for the final time that night and your eyes are drooping

• “did so good for me, close your eyes, you’re sleepy, i’m right here if you need me, not going anywhere, i’m all yours” you sniffle back some of the last of your tears and he wipes your cheeks and below your eyes, letting you nuzzle your sweaty body against his own. he sweet talks you as you drift off on him with your breath becoming more stable again, soft whispers while he strokes your back.

• he loves fucking you to sleep during ovulation, and even more so when you wake up restless in the night needing him and he can satisfy you with performed ease, fucking you right back to sleep and cock warning you. whatever mood you need him in, it always ends the same.

jungwoo:

• god he loves it. you are convinced that he might also be ovulating. always welcomes you when you initiate. you both love giving each other head back and forth, sucking and slurping up each other over and over.

• your oral fixation runs wild during ovulation, as well as your obsession with his dick. it’s almost always in your mouth. and he just loves eating you out, a lot of 69 during ovulation. you’re both as bad as each other.

• when you’re too physically tired for sex, you’ll nuzzle up on the couch or in bed by his lap, licking and kissing at his flaccid dick while he slowly gets hard, just mindlessly mouthing away at him.

• when he’s fully erect you just keep going, with lazy kitten licks and gentle sucks as your hand squeezes and slowly jerks the rest of his shaft that you haven’t fit in your mouth and he just watches you, looking down at you with so much love. will slip his hands lower and finger you or toy with your clit when your hips start to buck so you can feel relief too.

• very attentive to what you want and need, if lazy, unhurried sex is what you’re looking for he is setting a calm and cozy atmosphere, but when you’re more rough and hurried he’s encouraging you to do what you want however you want it, will always follow your lead and he is just as desperate as you are.

• jungwoo really gets you and you’re always both on the same wavelength, like an unspoken language that only the pair of you speak, just a slight shift in your body language is a tell tale sign, or a simple look in your eye and he can match it, at any time.

• you always express how appreciative you are for him and his way of being able to adapt to your needs so effectively, telling him how secure he makes you feel and that you couldn’t wish for a better life partner. he always responds by reminding you just how important your pleasure is to him ovulating or not.

• most nights during ovulation week you will wind up sitting on his face or laid across his body while both your mouths engulf the other.

haechan:

• you fuckin nasty style oh my god. at first when your relationship was still quite fresh you were both newly adults, so neither of you had much experience, mainly just with each other, so the first time you opened up about your ovulation and how horny it made you he was nervous and excited, now both of you are a few years deep into your relationship, your sex lives and kinks have broadened massively.

• he’s such a tease, but he’s learned to keep the teasing to a minimum when your desperation is at an all time high, you really don’t have the patience for his games and you just want to go crazy on that thang.

• he keeps it fun and playful as always, but he is much quicker to give in and let you have him. “drop your pants i need to sit on it” “damn baby, is that all i am to you? are you just using me for my body?” he fakes a pout before a pillow is gently smacked across his face, “yes ma’am”

• you giggle as he fondles with his sweats and boxers, bringing them down to his thighs, he’s half hard and as you start to strip fully you can see him twitch and form fully erect. you spit down on his shaft a few times before you straddle him and sink down, your pussy is sopping and he slides in with ease.

• he also uses a lot of toys on you, dildos, vibrators, anything that piques your interest he’ll use. you are a sucker for a rose vibrator and over time during your relationship with haechan you have grown quite the collection of toys, so he’s not as flushed as he used to be when you would drag him to your bedroom and fish out a toy of your choice.

• you and him could spend hours like this, laying against him in between his legs as he holds a toy to your core as you cum and squirt over and over. despite all his teasing he does coax you through your orgasms, never denying you when your ovulating, just lets you cum and cum until you can’t.

• sometimes he’ll have a vibrating dildo pushed inside of you, and if he’s feeling just as desperate he’ll squeeze his cock in there too to feel it vibrating against his own shaft. both of you whining and squirming as it drums against you both and you let go in sync.

yn:

•you were the first one to see the article, it had a lengthy story about you and a link to anonymous google docs with videos and pictures of you with the dream members, you had no idea where they had come from or how they had got that footage, but it scared you.

• someone had hacked into your icloud account and was able to get into your photo albums, all without your knowledge, countless clips and snapshots of you with the members in your camera roll, now stolen and illegally uploaded to the internet through an unreachable IP address.

• it was 3am, you were the only one awake, now scrolling through hours of content. nude photos you have sent the members, photos they have taken of you, in bed, videos of you sucking them off, videos of you getting fucked by one or more of the members, pictures you had taken of them, everything was on display.

• your hands hands shake as you click onto the next file and each one is as graphic and violating as the last. you watchin horror as the once private videos you all took are now right there on the dispatch website, readily available in one clip. the sounds of your own voice making you feel sick, hearing them talking to you, telling you how beautiful you look for all of them, calling you petnames that are for just your ears, seeing you in ways that are for their eyes only now widespread news.

•you had all of these hidden on your phone in a locked album that needed your face id to unlock, but being an idol didn’t make it hard for someone to easily find a photo of your face and get in. you wouldn’t be so irresponsible to have them in your main camera roll waiting to be found.

• the sight of you and the members naked bodies staring back at you on your laptop has your chest heaving. watching haechan slap his length across your face before you take it into your mouth as he holds your phone steady and films you, or how jeno holds the camera infront of you to show off how dumb he’s making you go on his fingers and laughing, both of them had originally sent the videos into your encrypted group chat, planning to make everyone jealous, but now you want nothing more than to have these videos disappear, forever.

• the next is a collection of shaky blurry photos taken by jaemin, he’s behind you hitting it from the back and your face is pressed into chenles pelvis, eiffel towering you. you switche back and forth between your open tabs, reading the article more closely, and jumping back to the google doc.

• you know you have to tell them, wake them up and all of you delete anything else before more footage is released, change your icloud password, stop whatever hacker from infiltrating any more of your personal details, especially any financial info you keep on your phone. you slams your laptop shut and make your way to jenos bedroom, pushing the door open and coming straight to his side, usually when you wake jeno you’re gentle and calming, gently pulling him from slumber, but right now you’re freaking out and shaking him awake hurriedly.

• “wake up, you have to get up, i’ve been hacked” he sits up confused, thinking he’s dreaming “wha?… yn? baby what are you doing- yn!?” you’re dragging him up, sitting him up fully and handing him his phone so he can search it up. “oppa my icloud, it’s been hacked, i don’t know how or when but i have to change the password” “what do you mean hacked?” “i have to change the password, now, just go on the dispatch website, i’ll explain later” you leave and go back to your room, grabbing your phone and laptop again as you try and get into your icloud to change it but it’s already been changed, cursing and kicking your bed as jeno walks into the room. “baby i don’t understand? what’s happening?” “they got into my phone remotely, all my apps, texts, pictures, info, all of it… there’s a google doc, dispatch just linked it” you look up at jeno, shaking and panic setting in.

• tears fall from your eyes as you show jeno what’s already been uploaded, and more still being added, both of you now shouting and panicking, not particularly at each other but just the heightened stress causing both of you to yell. “i think im gonna be sick…” you turn to start walking towards the bathroom, and clearly all your shouting and crying has woken up the rest of the members, all of them listening outside your door, when you open the door you look at them all, and spontaneously throw up right there in front of them, renjun and jaemin reaching out to help you and clean you up.

renjun:

• he had no idea what you and jeno where shouting about, all of them had been listening on the other side of your door, they could hear you crying, and neither of you sounded like you were having an argument, but something was definitely wrong. when the door opened and you stood there, pale, tears soaking your face you look at them all, giving them a vacant blank stare before you’re throwing up into your hands.

• he reaches forward immediately, not caring about the mess, he just wants you to be okay, he shakes your hands to clean them as much as possible, causing it to join the rest of it on the floor jaemin taking a big step over your pile of sick and and helping you out the room and into the bathroom. renjun sits with you while you sit by the toilet, continually throwing up and crying, shouting to mark to find out what happened.

• jeno starts to cry as he explains what’s happened, crying from fear, embarrassment, regret, guilt, and renjuns hand slowly comes to a stop from rubbing circles on your back. “angel… is it true?” you can’t look at him, you just nod your head as you stare into the toilet bowl. the rest of them are panicking now too.

• renjun stands up leaving you alone on the bathroom floor and starts pacing, all of them arguing back and forth, jaemin shouting from the threshold of your door where he cleans up your sick, all of them going at each others throats and it causes you to throw up again, the noise, the late hour, the dread, everything feels surreal. you start feeling like an out of body experience, like your spirit leaves your body, watching yourself over the toilet bowl, then back at your boyfriends.

• it doesn’t stop until you feel hands back on your shoulders, looking up to see renjun back at your side. in their moment of panic, they had completely forgotten about the most important person, you. he had left you there alone on the floor, providing 0 comfort. he’s apologising hard, holding your hair, trying to encourage you to drink water, he doesn’t care that your covered in sick, doesn’t care about anything else, all he wants is to ensure you’re okay.

• he’s pulling you to his chest when you sit up, when you finally fall against him you start wailing, he had never heard you cry like this in his whole time of knowing you, the sounds snapping everyone else out of their trance. they watch as renjun rocks you back and forth, holding on to you as you shake and thrash against him.

• “why did they do this? why me? why us?” renjun kisses the top of your head “i don’t know angel, but we’ll make it right… we’ll make sure of it” he holds you there against him until your crying subsides, even just a tiny bit. “i promise you, im gonna get that fucking asshole, i’m gonna find them, and im gonna expose them” you keep going on and on about how it’s too late, people will have already seen it, fans in other time zones, fans waking up will have seen them, other news articles and companies will have their own links to the google doc, there’s loads more that haven’t came from your icloud, cctv, fan recorded footage, there’s plenty of images that have been uploaded, and only a fraction of them came from whatever hacker has your info. he still ensures he will find them, find everyone who did this to you, all of them had now reported the article and the google doc, but they had to get help from the company to ensure any real change can be done.

jeno:

• when you’ve cleaned been cleaned up, you’re sitting on his lap on your bed, you’re going through the article, going through the comments and tags on social media, chenle is on the phone with your managers, trying to get in touch with the legal team. jeno is trying his best to track any IP addresses that he can but it’s no use, everything is fully untraceable.

• “i’m getting anything that i can, i’m trying my best” “thank you…” “give me your phone, i’m going to see if any locations have triggered when they logged in” you give him your phone and he starts going through it. you watch closely, he can’t find any locations but he’s able to log out your icloud on all devices and he changes your password. once your logged back in he’s again looking for locations.

• “can you find anything?” “sorry baby…” you slump against him and he holds you close. the doc stops being updated while they’re logged out your account and you all relax and focus on finding who it is and where they’re doing this from. jeno is looking through the documents, the links, running them through apps to find where they’ve been created. if any software has been used to create the documents.

• jeno is very tech savvy and you just watch quietly, chenle finally getting in touch with lawyers and setting up a meeting for everyone with your manager. jeno is looking through every picture, every piece of evidence. trying to remember where they’ve were when the cctv was taken, trying to match any outfits, he’s really locked in.

• of course he feels absolutely humiliated and violated but a lot of the footage is of you, of course they are all involved and shown, but nothing compared to what’s been released about you, he feels completely destroyed for you, he can see it in your face you want the ground to swallow you up, he has a reassuring hand on your knee, squeezing.

• then another google doc gets released and he’s freezing up. “what the fuck?” your head snaps up “what now?” “there’s more” you collapse against the bed and curl into a ball. “there not from your phone, they’re cctv” you know he’s trying to reassure you, but it didn’t matter where they’re from, there was more and it was killing you.

haechan:

• he watches you spew in front of them, in complete shock. when you had been taken away he steps over your throw up and into the room, pushing on jenos shoulders “what the fuck did you say to her?” jeno pushes him back, “me? i didn’t do fucking anything!” they start arguing about what jeno did to make you so upset, until jeno finally can get a word in and tell him what had happened, showing him your laptop.

• haechan is freaking out. he also thinks he’s going to throw up, everyone now surrounding your computer, everyone shouting and ranting about how this happened, who would’ve done it, how long it’s been active. everyone seems to have forgotten about you as they all start shouting, jaemin cleaning up the floor, renjun now back to comforting you haechan has stormed off, saying he needs to clear his head.

• he doesn’t come back until a few hours later, it’s now early in the morning, you’re all still stressed out. quietly watching as the docs get updated every few minutes. he agrees to come to the meeting, and he can see you laid out in the fetal position on your bed. he feels so terrible for leaving you when you need all of them the most.

• he sits down and quietly asks if he can hold you, when you agree he’s gently pulling you into his chest. “i missed you, i needed you” “i know… i’m sorry, i just didn’t know what to do, didn’t know how to help, and i couldn’t see you like this without knowing what to do”

• renjun gets ready for your meeting, encouraging everyone else to do the same. when everyone is dressed your manager meets you outside, when you’re all walking to your cars there’s saesangs and news reporters surrounding you all, your bodyguards, security and managers do their best to protect all 7 of you. he notices the security prioritises the men, leaving you almost fully uncovered, people attempting to shove cameras and microphones in your face.

• haechan holds you as close as he can, making sure you have as much protection as possible. “don’t let go of me, i won’t let them hurt you” he feels the strong grip you have on his hoodie and it breaks his heart, you stand as close in the middle of the group as you can, all of them trying their best to man mark you. when you’re finally in the car, things are getting thrown at your window, food, shoes, rocks, anything these saesangs can find. when you flinch away from the window next to you he’s pulling you away from it and into his chest again.

jaemin:

• reaching out and pulling you away from the mess in the doorway. “come on, come here, it’s okay, i’ll clean this, just go to the bathroom” you step out and follow renjun to the bathroom, and he’s getting cleaning supplies to clean up your sick. he’s on his hands and knees disinfecting the floor after he’s finished mopping and simultaneously shouting with all the members.

• when everyone’s calmed down and is now solution oriented instead of in their feelings stage he’s standing up and washing his hands in the sink as he looks down at you and renjun on the bathroom floor. “how is she?” “how does she look?” he just silently nods and walks out again, going back to look at the files.

• he helps you stand and he brings you to your room again, changing you into clean clothes, discarding of your dirty pyjamas and putting them in the washing machine, he comes back upstairs to find you crying alone in his room. “hey… come back, i know it’s scary, i’m scared too, but we need to keep trying” you shake your head “i can’t… i can’t go back in there and see what they’re all saying, anyone could’ve saved those, and if we get them taken down they can just be re uploaded”. he kisses your head “then we will take them down too, please, just come back, we can’t do it alone”

• he is concerned, not only at what’s happened, but the fact an official news source would link something like this, it’s so graphic and not child friendly, anyone could’ve clicked the link and gained access to all of these images. there was no age verification required, so whoever did this, has no regard for public safety.

• he knows a lot of their fanbase is young, so he’s worried for their safety too. he hates that this has happened to you all, but he hates the idea of any young person, let alone his own fans being in any risk of danger on the internet.

• he is spiralling bad, he’s trying to go out and chase haechan, bring him home, he’s calling his parents, asking for advice, he’s calling the senior members, he just needs someone to tell him that this is fixable, that this can all be wiped and removed from the internet within the hour, but it’s helpless.

• when things have calmed down and jeno seems to be getting some kind of progress they’re all quietly monitoring the google doc on each of their phones and laptops. he glances at you and jeno, you look so different to how you went to bed last night, hair now a mess, you’re clammy and tense, all colour had drained from you and he can already see eye bags forming under your eyes. he’ll occasionally reach out and rub your head softly as you sigh desperately in jenos arms.

chenle:

• calls his brother, he’s a police officer, and he will have some kind of intel. when his brother gives him some relatively sound advice he thanks him and hangs up. throwing money at any software jeno requires. he’s googling private investigators, booking appointments, paying for services, looking into his family lawyers, anything chenle can buy to shut this whole thing down he is.

• chenle seems to be the most calm from the get go, as soon as he found out what was happening, he was immediately thinking rationally, contacting anyone he can and offering any figure they require to help you all out. he works closely with jeno, both of them well versed in the internet and its loopholes.

• “when did you last back up your phone baby?” when you tell him you don’t know, he and jeno are looking through your phone, last backed up 3 days ago. “have you taken any pictures since then? or have we sent you any?” you shake your head no, and he feels a little bit of relief knowing that there’s nothing from too recent.

• when you get logged back into your phone you’re hands are shaking as you start mass deleting anything compromising, changing passwords to all your apps and social media’s, when you log in, you already see all the hate you’re receiving. “just ignore that, make sure they’ve not gotten in and posted anything from your account” you follow his instructions and you check nothing has been posted or hacked. then you check your instagram and it has been deactivated.

• “what does that mean? can you check if my accounts gone? check your phone”. chenle is checking on his own instagram, your account is gone, but he can’t find any evidence of you being hacked, your account has just disappeared. “nothing seems to have been posted from your account, no one is posting anything”

• in the morning when you are all getting ready for your meetings he lets you wear one of his hoodies, and he puts his glasses on your face, the big blacked out lenses covering the top half of your face, then your face mask blocking the bottom half. “our managers are outside, you’ll be with us, we’ll keep you safe, just keep walking and keep your head straight, we’re going to fix this”

jisung:

• another one who genuinely thinks he’s going to throw up. he’s a nervous person to begin with, so any form of confrontation or adversity is setting his nervous system on fire. he starts crying as everyone argues, unsure if he should get involved or tend to you. he’s walking back and forth between your bedroom and the bathroom trying to convince himself to just step up and pick one. he eventually goes back to your room quietly.

• when you arrive back in the room with everyone he’s quietly rocking himself in the chair, trying to self sooth. he definitely tries his best to step up and be supportive and assertive, but he genuinely can’t bring himself to involve himself, just quietly listening to everyone trying to find a solution. he feels so useless, and he feels terrible that he can’t be the strong man you deserve.

• when you see him spiralling you quietly walk to him. “can i sit with you?” he’s pursing his lips in a sympathetic smile and pats the space beside him. you sit down you cuddle up to him. “i’m sorry” he hugs you tighter “this isn’t your fault, i’m sorry this is happening, you don’t deserve this” “i’m still sorry, i’m sorry i let this happen”

• his heart feels heavy as you apologise to them all, blaming yourself for not being careful enough, but you had taken all the right precautions, all your photos were in your hidden folder, all your group chats were encrypted, it’s this sick bastards fault for hacking your entire icloud, and staff from all these restaurants and venues that have most likely sold all this cctv footage.

• the walk from your home to the cars feels like the longest walk of his life, and it is the scariest experience he’s ever been apart of, he’s done a lot of things for his group, like riding rollercoasters and waterslides and he was panicking then, but walking through this stampede of people, it was terrifying, and the majority of the focus was on you, so he can only imagine how you’re feeling.

• he reaches behind him and you use your free hand to grab hold of him, one arm firmly wrapped around haechans bicep, your other hand outstretched and gripping jisungs hand hard.

johnny:

• hes a big guy. in both his stature and his length, so he’s never moved so fast in his life when you use the safe word, removing any danger to you immediately. it’s the first time you’ve ever said the safe word and he’s immediately panicking. pulling out and stepping back off the bed to give you space to move. “baby you okay? i’m so sorry” “i’m okay… i just started feeling weird… sorry”

• he’s joining you on the bed again, wrapping you in a hug “don’t apologise, did exactly what you’re supposed to do, can i get you anything?” “can you give me my shirt?”.

• he reaches over and grabs your shirt off the floor and a clean pair of underwear from your drawer and lets you get redressed as he pulls his own sweats back on. “you feeling okay? you promise i didn’t hurt you?” “i promise johnny, i just… i don’t know, kinda snapped out of it a little and i just didn’t want to keep going” he feels relieved that he didn’t cause any harm, coming back to the bed and wrapping an arm around you again letting you get comfy on him. “i love you johnny” “i love you too babe”

taeyong:

• he didn’t think he heard it at first so he stills inside you, waiting to see if you say it again. “red… taeyong please- pull out” he slips out of you and watches as you struggle to sit up. he reaches a hand out gently for you to take and pull yourself up.

• “fuck… i’m so sorry, what did i do? are you okay?” “i don’t know, it’s just sore” he feels so terrible, touching your face softly “im gonna get a cloth to clean you up okay” you sniff back tears as you nod yes letting him go off and come back with a damp cloth and gently wipes your skin clean

• when your cleaned up he puts his shirt on you and tucks you into bed with him, smothering you in kisses “im so sorry baby, how are you feeling?” “i feel a lot better now” you smile up at him and he kisses your lips “im so sorry, i feel terrible, i never want to hurt you” you squeeze his bicep “i know that, and you stopped, im fine now” your words eliminate some of his guilt but he can’t help but feel awful about making you say the safe word in the first place.

yuta:

• he was fucking you hard and fast in a new position, he had your hands cuffed behind your back and your face is pushed into the pillow and you’re struggling to breathe, the panic sets in more than the pleasure and you have just enough strength to turn your head to the side with a strain, it hurts as he keeps rocking your body and you feel like the pressure is going to snap your neck.

• before he can shove his hand in your hair and turn your head back into the pillows you breath out the safe word as loud as you can. he pulls out and stares at your body going limp, “fuck… baby…” you cry out, tears slipping past your waterline “please uncuff me”

• he jumps into action, almost forgetting about the cuffs, he grabs the key off the night stand and uncuffs you soothing your wrists before he’s helping you lay down in a comfortable position. he’s apologising over and over as he wipes tears from your cheeks. “what happened?” “that position… i can’t do that… it was too much, everything hurts…” he kisses your head as he pulls you into him softly. “im so sorry baby, are you okay? can i do anything?” when you quietly ask for water he’s slipping out of bed and running to grab you some water. massages your shoulders and neck when he gets back into bed.

doyoung:

• you were maybe 30 minutes in, both of you were insatiable and all over each other when you first initiated sex, but now you’re starting to cramp up and feel sore in your abdomen.

• you pushed through it until the cramps get worse, it feels different to just sex, it feels like something is snapping inside of you but not in the good way like you had been feeling just minutes ago.

• his face is in your neck and you gently push his shoulders and whisper the safe word in his ear and he draws back. “you okay honey?” “something feels weird… it’s sore” he looks down at himself briefly then does a double take, seeing blood on his shaft

• “did i tear you?” “i don’t think so… can you check?” he nods as he pushes your legs apart again softly, it’s clear you just started your period and he hasn’t torn any of your skin. “you just started your period love, you okay?” you curse under your breathe before sitting up, holding your tummy as cramps fire up in your belly again

• “i’m sorry… this is so embarrassing” “it’s alright baby, let’s just get cleaned up, wanna shower together? then i’ll make you some dinner” you pout as he helps you stand, and he walks you to the bathroom, and the pair of you have a quick shower before you’re getting redressed and get comfortable on the couch as he makes your comfort food

jaehyun:

• pulls out slowly, but staying close enough where his hands can gently massage your legs softly. “what happened? are you okay?” you whine a little, feeling a little sore.

• he curses under his breathe, he feels so terrible, you know it wasn’t his fault, he just sometimes forgets his own strength. “i’m fine, can we stop though, it’s a little too much” he can see you shift in pain and he’s nodding immediately.

• “yeah, yeah of course baby, i’m so sorry, how can i help?” you smile softly as he lays back down next to you an arm wrapping around you “it’ll feel fine in a second, im sorry” “please don’t apologise, it’s me who’s sorry, where’s the pain? can i help?”

• you shake your head no, it’s just sore, the burn of the stretch and the constant drag of his length causing a bit of friction despite you being wet, “it’ll be okay soon, can we just lay down like this?” he holds you closer and kisses the top of your head.

jungwoo:

• he forgets that compared to you he is much larger and heavier, and he’s got you on your stomach while he crushes you with his weight as his hips snap into you and you’re feeling claustrophobic, you try and push your arms up to lock your elbows to create more space between you and the mattress but when that doesn’t work the only option is to creat space between you and jungwoo

• the safe word falls from your lips hurried and panicked as a panic attack starts to kick in and he lifts himself off and pulls out, sitting back on his heels at your feet. “you okay? baby you’re shaking” he starts freaking out inside. “sorry- i just… i didn’t have any space, it felt good- but i was kinda trapped beneath you and i panicked”

• you catch your breath, he watches you quietly with a reassuring hand on your ankle, when you’ve steadied your breathing he starts apologising. “i’m sorry, i didn’t mean to crush you, aw babe i feel so bad, i really didn’t mean to scare you” you smile and sit up, leaning in to kiss him.

• “you didn’t scare me, it was just the lack of space, im sorry” he drags a hand softly through your hair, “please don’t be sorry, you did the right thing” you consider continuing but you’re really not in the headspace to go back at it, just opting to lay agaisnt his bare chest as he scratches your back

haechan:

• oh he feels so horrible, never in a million years did he ever think he’d make you bleed. when you had squeaked out the safe word he pulled out and you cried clutching yourself in pain. “baby can i see?” when you nod he’s gently moving your hand and he can spot a little blood.

• he takes a shaky breath trying not to panic you, but he knows he has to tell you. “i’m so sorry baby… you’re bleeding, just a little, i’m gonna get a wash cloth” you cry a little and agree “okay” he rushes to grab a clean wash cloth and dampens it, bringing it back to the bed. his face scrunches in guilt and sadness when you sob as he dabs up the blood, the sting sending shocks through you. “i know, i’m so sorry, but it’s not a lot, it’s just a tiny bit, you’re gonna be just fine angel”

• he takes a few minutes to fully clean you and stop the bleeding, and it takes a while for you to be able to comfortably move, he was right, it was just a tiny friction burn that had caught against his skin and tore just a tiny bit, but due to the sensitive area it felt a lot more sore for what it was. when you started to shift and sit up he helps you as much as he can.

kun:

• the biggest eater. other than actually having his dick inside you it’s his favourite form of intimacy. huge giver and he is good at it too.

• his stamina is astounding, can eat it for hours if you let him. his arms pressed into your legs to keep them pushed apart for him while his fingers spread your folds and he just goes to town

• can and will eat it in any position in any place. from the back, front, side. in the car, in the bathrooms, on the couch, anywhere you want this man you will have him

• you guys went round for round one time and he ate you out until you passed out.

ten:

• he’s a good eater, and eats often, but not nearly as much as kun. he likes to eat during special occasions, after a win, after reuniting for the first time in weeks, birthdays (both yours and his) basically anytime he wants to be more romantic

• he is a little shy in his abilities that’s why he doesn’t do it too often and you definitely praise him plenty when he’s down there

• he lets you take more of the lead when he eats, using his hair to guide him where you want him. definitely loves when you sit on his face and use him. he just wants it to feel perfect and you know just where he needs to be

• always has a dribbling face when he comes up for air, lazy fucked out smirk on his face as he sits back and admires the soaked sheets, maybe his confidence is growing.

winwin:

• not a big eater, has and will go down if you want him to, and again he is not bad at it at all, he gets very in his head. he doesn’t know if what he’s doing is right or feels good, he’s petrified that you don’t feel good and he knows he is much more confident in other departments so tends to utilise them more often

• you never complain when he opts for one of the other methods of getting you off, because you know you will feel bliss regardless wether he’s going down on you or not, but part of you wishes he would stop being so nervous about it

• if you ever bring it up to him he gets even more shy. “i just feel like im bad at it, it’s nothing against you, i just i’m better at other things” you give him a kiss and tell him you’ll help him practice if he’s comfortable

• you both start slow, letting him build his confidence and a better rhythm and technique and he gradually gets more and more comfortable going down on you

xiaojun:

• oh he loves it, loves the intimacy of it, how messy and sloppy it can get.

• he’s spitting down on you, slurping you up, bringing your climax over and over on his face, loves having you sitting on his face, hand slapping your ass prompting you to fully sit and not just hover

• a close second to kun, just not as precise, he’s eager and it shows. messy and rushed and desperate. he needs to feel your cum spraying his face and he’s not stopping until it has at least 3 times minimum

hendery:

• has gone down on you, doesn’t mind it, but he does prefer receiving. he can’t help it, he knows it’s selfish, but you always remind him his pleasure is important too.

• he is very happy to provide and give in other ways, with his fingers, letting you hump his thigh or dry humping, he is an expert with his hands so it compensates well

• he will go down on you for birthdays and anniversaries and occasionally if you really beg him, but you know he is not as comfortable with giving head so you don’t ever push him out his comfort zone

• however you certainly never shy away from him when he does initiate it. welcoming him with open arms and spread legs.

yangyang:

• big eater no.3. again loves the mess but he’s more meticulous than xiaojun. if it wasn’t for him always drawing back to talk or look at you he would be higher in the top 3 list.

• he just gets so excited and caught up in the thrill of the intimacy and he has to draw back and tell you how good it is how good you taste and how perfect you are for him. of course you appreciate the praise but he does accidentally edge you when he does this

• loves to take control and give you what you want and need, however when you almost broke his nose and drowned him when you sat on his face you were more cautious and nervous about doing it again

kun:

he loves when you’re all back together as one big family, loves having you in the centre of the cuddle pile getting surrounded by unconditional love and affection by all of them. he can’t help the smile that breaks out onto his face as he sees you getting pampered and fall into that deep warm cuddly sleepiness. he’s always excited when he gets to lay next to you, kissing your head as you cuddle up and wrap both arms around one of his. he adores the matching pjs you forced them all to wear. you look so adorable to him all wrapped up, “you got your snacks baby?” you smile and nod up at him confirming that you do have all your favourite foods “good, comfy?” “yeah, can i stay like this? can you still eat your food?” he laughs slightly, he uses his free arm to lift up his snacks “i’m good baby, you stay right there”

ten:

a lot of the time when you guys all sleepover like this, he likes to have your legs over his lap so he can keep a hold of you someway. whenever he can feel you shift or move he’s squeezing your legs a little “you good baby?” “yeah just getting comfy” he lets go of your legs a little, while you turn around and shift so you’re more comfortable. when you do get up and stretch your legs or go to the kitchen he’s always following you around with his arms wrapped around your waist. “i’m just getting a drink” you laugh as he nuzzles closer into your neck “i don’t care, want to be close to you, don’t want to let you go” you turn and give him a kiss, holding his head in your hands. “hmm, get your drink baby, come lay back down” you turn back around and make yourself your drink and he pats your butt softly as you walk back to the living room.

winwin:

when he’s home, you are always next to him, snuggled up on his chest, letting him stroke your hair as you lay all over him. “i missed you so much” “i missed you too angel, more than you’ll ever know” you hold onto him tight and he kisses the top of your head and your forehead over and over again. “how is filming going?” “it’s going really good baby, but i miss getting to see you” you squeeze him tighter “just makes moments like these more special, i always cherish the time you spend here” his heart really swells, hearing you talk about how important he is to you really makes him proud to be your boyfriend. “you’re right, thanks for picking out our pjs baby, they’re super comfy and cute” you smile and sit up so you can reach his face and kiss his lips. “i love you” “i love you too baby”

xiaojun:

loves sharing his snacks with you. when youre next to him you’re always sharing a big pillow and a blanket. “you wanna try this?” “what is it?” “spicy chips” “okay” you open your mouth and he feeds you. “good?” “mhm, thanks” he smiles and pulls you closer and you rest your head on his strong chest. when youre next to him you start getting super sleepy, head on the pillow facing away from him and your arm reaches out to hold onto someone else his hand sneaks up the back of your shirt and scratches your back to get you to really drift off fully. when you start snoring he’s laughing quietly with the others and leaning down to kiss your temple and poke your cheek softly as your face smooshes into the pillow. when you start to stir and turn back to face him going back to sleep he’s holding you close into his side “goodnight baby”

hendery:

at the start of the sleep over you both take turns telling silly stories making everyone else laugh, you make them all film tiktoks with you, dumb little trends, showing off your set up, your matching pjs, you snacks, they all just let you hit record and play in their faces, and hendery is loving every second of it, indulging you in your little games. further into the night he spends a lot of time cuddling you, practically cradling you to his chest and planting kisses all over your face and lips as you smile up at him. you look so content in his arms and you don’t shy away from any of his doting and kisses. “you are literally the cutest thing ever baby, our sweet girl” “dery… you’re so warm” her makes sure you’re appropriately wrapped up in blankets “yeah? feeling cozy?” “yeah, so comfy” everyone just beams at you, hendery included. if you fall asleep on him he really struggles to let you down on the mattress and pillows, wanting to keep you on his lap and chest forever.

yangyang:

renjun:

• he felt so guilty, he had been stringing you on for months and he could tell you were getting serious about him, but he had no intention of being with you outside winning the bet with his friends.

• one day he had just decided to man up and break up with you. he knew it was harsh but it was better than telling you it was all a bet. he had picked you up from work, drove you to your apartment and stopped the car. “i thought we were going back to yours, why did you bring me here?” he took a deep breath, “i can’t do this anymore, we have to break up, i’m sorry, i just can’t be with you” your breath hitches in the back of your throat.

• “w— what? renjun what are you saying? why are you doing this?” you go to grab his hand but he pulls away “ill bring any of your stuff over in the next couple days, but we’re over, just get out, don’t make this harder for yourself” you sit back and start to cry, you don’t know where this came from, and why he’s being so cold. “why? we can make this work! please renjun i love you!”

• he grips his steering wheel “well, i don’t love you” your heart shatters, crying into your hands “what did i do?” he feels terrible, you hadn’t done anything, you were actually the perfect girlfriend, and would’ve been great for him had he been invested from the start, but he wasn’t and he wasn’t ever going to be. if only he had feelings for you, you both would’ve worked so well.

• “you didn’t do anything, i just don’t love you, i haven’t loved you, and i can’t love you, can’t fake it, not forever, i know this is harsh now, but i can’t string you along, would be worse 10 years from now trust me”

• you unbuckle your belt, opening your door and stepping out, “when you bring my stuff just leave it on the porch, i don’t want to have to see you” you slam his car door and run inside, later that night you were scrolling on tiktok and see marks account, one of your now ex boyfriends best friends, posting renjun all out with his friends partying, talking about how renjun had lost the bet, didn’t last long enough in his fake relationship so now he owes all his friends their drinks all night. you comment on his video out of pure rage, “oh ok.”

• 5 minutes later renjun is texting you, didn’t think you would find out, let alone from your algorithm. “im really sorry you saw that, i’m a piece of shit i know” “you can literally just burn my stuff that you have, i would rather it got destroyed than it remind me of the time i spent with you” “im not gonna burn it” “throw it out, donate it to goodwill, i literally don’t care, i don’t want it”. your phone starts blowing up as marks tiktok goes viral, as well as your comment, now being coined as the bet girl, so many girls showing support and hating on mark renjun and all his friends in his comment section

jeno:

• he was all up for the bet in the beginning, for the first 2 months he would go back and tell his friends about how gullible you are, how easy you fell for it, but by month 6 he was taking you more seriously, leaving out key details or lying to his friends about when he last saw you, saying you guys have fizzled out, not broken up, but not around each other as much, but it was all lies, he had practically moved into your apartment, always planning at home dates. but barely taking you out in public where any of his friends could potentially see you both, and you had asked him about it.

• “jeno, when we first got together you were always taking me out, showing me off and bringing me around your friends, but now we just stay in… are you embarrassed by me?” “what? of course not, but you know i’m a home body, i just like staying in” “what changed?” “why so many questions” “it’s 2 questions jeno” he pokes you playfully “i think i was just trying to impress you in the beginning, im sorry if i gave you a false standard”

• if you had known the truth it would scare you how easily he lied to you, fake narratives flying out his mouth so easily that he even convinces himself it’s the truth, and of course, you. “it’s okay, i just feel like maybe we should go out, we’re almost at 6 months, i thought maybe we could go to jisungs dads restaurant” “no… no, not there, jisung works in the kitchen his cooking is so ass babe, somewhere else?” you laugh, rolling your eyes “oh come on, he can’t be that bad”

• he shifts “i’ll take you somewhere else, just not there, plus it’s our 6 month anniversary, i’m gonna treat you to somewhere fancy” now he’s nervous, he’s just promised a fancy restaurant, promised to take you out, but his best friends work at restaurants bars, cinemas, every date spot around town mostly so they have access to woman to flirt with, so he had to think bigger.

• so now he’s got you both a weekend away booked, in a different city, a to stay clear of all his friends, not wanting to run the risk of any of them spilling the beans about the bet, and to save himself from all the torment he would get from them. driving through town, stopping at a stop sign just shy of the turn off before the highway, when haechan rolls up next to them, windows rolled down and trying to get jenos attention and jeno panics, trying to ignore him. you look over him and see haechan, when haechan spots you his smile widens and it prompts jeno to roll his window down too

• “hey! jeno what the hell? the bet was only for 3 months? what are you guys doing?” you laugh thinking you miss heard him “what?” jeno just revs his engine, waiting for the road to clear and turn off away from haechan. “what? jeno don’t tell me she doesn’t know” you look to jeno “know what?” jeno just starts the car and keeps driving when the road empties, but haechan switches lanes and follows you

• you tell jeno to pull over before making it to the highway, begging him to tell you, when haechan steps out his car, he’s waltzing over to your side, leaning on the roof of the car as he looks down at you, then to the back of jenos car with a small suitcase for your weekend trip “you know he only asked you out as a bet right? jeno what the fuck are you doing?” you look to jeno who has guilt and shame written all over his face. “tell me he’s lying” jeno can’t look at you, you start to get out the car, but he tries to stop you

• “get off me… let me go” “please- babe i promise i really do love you, the stupid bet meant nothing to me” you just get out of the car and haechan watches you. “the least you can do is drive me home you jack ass, and i’ll give you his stuff, you can take it all away” haechan just looks over his shoulder, smirking back at jeno in his car alone as he gets you in his own car and starts to drive you home.

haechan:

• he doesn’t feel bad, he’s a sleaze, a playboy, and he only accepted this bet as a joke, but now after 3 months he has to cut things off, he has 2 more days until his time limit is up and he gets 100 from each of his buddies, just in time for summer, and he’s not going to have a bet hold him back from getting as much action as he can. on the last day of the bet, he had already got his money, so now he doesn’t care, has no fake identity to keep up for you.

• you had ran into him at the arcade where jaemin and him worked, he’s leaning on the counter as jaemin wipes it down, “here comes your lil girlfriend” haechan looks over, turning back to jaemin, sighing then turning back around as you approach them. “hi baby” you smile sweetly and he just purses his lips in a small smile and lifts his brows quickly

• “i’m working” “doesn’t look like it” you jab at him playfully and him and jaemin share a look that has you hesitating for a quick second “when is your break? we could maybe get hot dogs?” “ah sorry i already had my break” jaemin laughs “no you haven’t” he side eyes jaemin, “im just not feeling hot dogs” “we can get something else” haechan just nods and follows you out to the boardwalk, you guys eat fries and look out at the sea. “you know, all of this was a bet…”

• you turn to look at him, he’s always playful and joking around so you don’t believe him. “yeah okay” “i’m serious, i already won, so i don’t need to be with you anymore” you turn to fully face him “is that why you and jaemin were being weird in there?” “i wouldn’t say we were being weird” you cut him off by throwing your fries at him, your sauce staining his work shirt

• “that was unnecessary, what the fuck?” you just storm away from him, walking back into the arcade and storm right up to jaemin at the counter, slapping him square across the face before walking out. jaemin is kind of stunned until he sees haechan walking back with his messy shirt, laughing at him as he hands him some napkins.

• “told her then?” haechan nods yes “she seems to have taken it well, i got quite the right hook” haechan just rolls his eyes “she better not cock block me all summer” “she is fucking crazy so you gotta watch out for her” the pair of them just laugh and get back to work. it doesn’t take long for haechan to start flirting with all the girls who come in, showing them claw machine tricks and handing them plushies with that charming smile of his.

jaemin:

• he did charm you with that boyish smile and politeness, you had heard stories about him, a smooth talking player, and you had vowed to stay clear, but he was able to worm his way into your life.

• what you hadn’t known is that his persistence was down to his friends. urging him and putting on this stupid bet, he had to hit on the next girl that walked into the restaurant, and try and date, getting in her pants. jisung was on his break and they were all sat at a table hanging out, and in you walked, alone. and they all stalked you as you walked up to the counter to order, renjun giving jaemin and encouraging pat on the back “go get her pretty boy”

• you were pretty, thank god, he would’ve had a meltdown if some middle aged single mom walked in, but he was never serious about girls, just wanted to have fun and casual hook ups, 0 commitment, but his friends were all very persuasive and unfortunately he is very easily led.

• he had swooned you indeed, and you had initially pushed back, due to his reputation. but after a week of him being a gentleman, you caved and let him take you out, dating for about a month before you make things “official”

• all his friends worked at the popular date night spots, so he would always take you out to flaunt that he was indeed sticking to the bet, and he was gonna win.

• when you got the cinema, renjun was wiggling his eyebrows to jaemin as he slid your tickets over while you were busy looking at the popcorn. jaemin had ordered you whatever you wanted, in hopes of getting frisky in the back of the theatre, renjun had given him two tickets to a random film, one that wasn’t too busy, just a couple people in the auditorium to ensure as much privacy as you need to let jaemin do whatever.

• when you’re snuggled into jaemins arm, his hand is squeezing your thigh, neither of you paying much attention to the film. his hands travel further and before long they’re in your pants. once hes made you cum, he’s standing up, kissing your cheek saying he’s going to the bathroom, stopping by the counter again to see renjun

• “did you see that?” “oh i saw it, cctv was clear as day, can’t believe you actually managed to convince her” jaemin smiles smugly and takes his money from renjun, with a proud smile. “you know the others are not gonna believe you, so you’ll need to get her into bed and prove it” “you just want me to send in a sex tape” “do you want the rest of your money” “i’m not doing that, i’m a scum bag not a savage” jaemin rolls his eyes and goes back to his seat next you you.

• that night he’s got you in bed, leaving hickeys all over your neck as proof, then bringing you around his friends making sure you’re wearing a low cut shirt so they can all see the evidence. when you’re in the bathroom they all pay up, when you get back jaemin is acting strange. then he breaks things off

• “i think we’re moving too fast, we’ve only been seeing each other a month, i think we should have some space” you sit back in your seat and he looks around “jaemin are you serious?” “i just think we jumped in too fast, we can still see each other but we can’t be like, together together”

• you just stand back up about to walk out on him, turning to shout in his face before you go “you know what everyone was right about you, you just get in girls pants and leave, why would you drag this out for a month? why not just try sleep with me on day one and let it be over then?” “i’ll be honest me and the guys had a bet” “are you fucking kidding me? they were in on it? you guys are real pieces of shit, how much? how much did you all bet?” he pulls out the stack of bills and shows you “20? that’s what i’m worth?” “oh relax, it’s no big deal, this wasn’t about you, it was completely random” you swing your purse at him and he snarls at you before you storm off, flipping off his friends as you walk past their table as they all laugh

chenle:

• he was a big instigator in his friend group, a bad influence despite being one of the younger ones. and the bet was his own idea.

• you were a regular at the bar chenle worked at, it was a rowdy bar at the end of the boardwalk, mechanical bull, dance floor, everything a dive bar would have, during summer you and your friends were always there. and it was clear you had a crush on him.

• when chenles friends were in one night, watching you flirt with chenle for free drinks, free rides on the bull. they were all flirting with your friends too. when he’s getting his friends drinks he suggests the bet.

• “she wants me so bad” they all groan, classic chenle “she wants free drinks” he slams marks beer down on the bar “i bet you all i can have her by next week, she’s all over me, she always comes here cause she knows im here” they all share a look before agreeing, jeno speaking up, “okay, you’re on, by this time next you gotta take her on real dates, and if you can keep it up for a month, we’ll each give you $40”

• chenle laughs, watching you “easy money, a month? lightwork” jisung chugs the last of his drink “alright 3 months” chenle sighs “that’s like all of summer! are you kidding” they all laugh “if you’re not confident then just say that” “oh no i’m confident, you’re all just dick heads, ruining my summer, but fine 3 months, deal”

• when you next come to the bar, he’s asking for your number which you happily give. that night you ditch your friends to go back to his place after he closes up the bar. he couldn’t believe how easy you were, how easy these three months were going to be. you guys are constantly going on dates, coming to the bar and waiting for him to finish and going home with him.

• you’ve been sleeping with him, going to the beach, hanging out with all your and his friends, going on dates, you guys are not in a relationship, but also not just friends, and not casual in anyway. it is passionate and turbulent. after 3 months, your situationship is more complicated than either of you would like to admit, you both are toxic, terrible for each other, but neither of you could get enough, he was actually quite obsessed with you, but he wanted to have his cake and eat it too, cheating on you, and when you found out he would say that you’re not in a relationship so it’s not technically cheating, but whenever he saw you even look at another guy his blood was boiling

• he ended up telling you about the bet, and you reacted better than he would ever have imagined. “why are you not freaking out?” “do you want me to freak out? you want it all, want to cheat and go behind my back, but also want me to care about you like a girlfriend would, you’ve made it clear that’s not what i am so why should i react like a girlfriend” he’s a little taken back. “aren’t you mad?”

• “you make me mad every day, but just because you lied to me, doesn’t mean we have to stop what we have, we’re not in a relationship, but i don’t see why we can’t just have each other when we need each other?” he’s thinks for a bit, then talks again “like friends with benefits?” you nod yes “yeah, we don’t need to have any strings, it’s clear we don’t take this seriously enough for it to develop, but you can’t deny that when we’re together we have a good time, that way we can both get what we want”

• he doesn’t know how to react, he should be happy that you don’t care and are not fully crushed and even offering to still hook up with him. but he can’t help the feeling of jealousy. he only wants him to have you, but he would never want to commit to just you, he wants to be the only one who can do what he wants, wants you to wait for him. he knows it’s unfair, but doesn’t stop the 3am “wyd rn” texts.

jisung:

• he is the quieter one of his friends, and that is what attracts you to him, blissfully unaware of how much of a scum bag he really is. his quiet persona a complete contrast to his shitty behaviours.

• marks cousin is your best friend, and she introduces you to jisung reluctantly, she knows mark and his friends are young men, doing whatever they want. jisung hasn’t felt this way before, he felt like it might’ve been love at first sight, but he didn’t want to admit that to his friends. they were all over you, like flies and he didn’t like it, but he also didn’t want to admit his real feelings, especially because they’re so new and unfamiliar. he’s never been in love.

• he stays around you when you’re all hanging out, and his friends notice his clinginess to you, but they think it’s just him being horny and desperate and they suggest a bet, he needs to convince you to be in a relationship with him. they want him to string you along. he agrees, only cause he is still stuck in his old playboy ways. he really doesn’t think.

• he gets closer to you, following through with the bet, after a number of weeks you guys have been on so many dates and he’s treated you really well. but then your friend overhears mark and jisung talking about the bet, jisung saying he feels bad, but he doesn’t plan on telling you, just letting whatever it is that you both have got run its course.

• she tells you over lunch, sitting you down. “i’m sorry, but i heard jisung and mark talking, he said that they all had a bet on, that he is just with you as a big joke amongst all his friends” you almost choke on your food “are you serious? jisung? like seriously?” she nods sadly “im sorry, i didn’t really expect that from him, i thought he was better than all of them, i knew he had a reputation and i still introduced you too him, he also said he wasn’t going to tell you”

• you feel sick, you also thought he was better, slightly different to all his friends. you feel so hurt, but you want revenge, and you know exactly how to get back at him. it doesn’t take you long to start getting close chenle, jisungs best friend. jisung feels like he’s going crazy, his girl who was once so enamoured by him, was now distant and flirting with his best friend. you didn’t know the full extent or details of his bet with his friends, but you didn’t want him to win, not by any means and chenle is not complaining when a pretty girl throws herself at him.

• “i thought you and jisung where getting serious?” “hmm… no? who said that? him?” he shrugs “not exactly, but i’ve never seen him like this, he seems to really like you” you just kiss him again “nah, it’s not serious, i don’t even really like him that much, just used him to get close to you”

• chenle is of course relaying all this info back to his friends, jisungs blood boils, not only because his best friend is rubbing it in his face that he basically stole you off him, but he by default loses the bet, having been unsuccessful in getting you to like him the way he liked you.

• when he confronts you, saying he knows you’ve been with chenle he’s almost breaking down in tears and you want to smack him in the head. “why would you do this? i thought we really liked each other” you just laugh and roll your eyes “don’t give me that bullshit, i know about the bet, don’t act like you care, you were quick and easy enough to try and break my heart but as soon as i give you the same treatment im the bad guy? give me a break”

johnny:

• huge daddy kink, whenever he’s in the mood he’s calling himself daddy, riling you up, and when he finally has you where he wants you, he smirks wickedly as you scream the name.

• big on spankings, whether it’s for punishment, humiliation or just for pleasure, he just loves to have you bent over his knee as his hand comes smacking down over your ass until it’s red raw and bruising

• size kink!! loves over powering you and being able to have you however and wherever, just lifting you up and taking you how he wants.

• very vocal, this man loves to talk, and it’s always so vulgar. “fucking take it, that’s it you’re just my little fuck doll huh?” “oh you can’t take it? that’s too bad” “awe baby it hurts? that’s the point” “who’s my pretty cum dump? that’s right, you are” “don’t run from it baby, just take it like a good girl”

• uses a lot of toys on you, vibrators, dildos, pussy pump you name it. his favourite is the pussy pump. “look at that~ pussy’s getting all nice and puffy, poor cunt is gonna be so sensitive” when he pulls the pump off with a pop he’s spreading your folds to admire just how swollen you are down there, the slightest touch has you whimpering from sensitivity. “fuck… look at that, it’s so shiny and pink baby girl”

• he’s such a tease hands roaming your body, almost where you need him, laughing when you try and move your hips to catch his fingers, prompting him to slap your thighs hard “said stay fucking still, you move again i’ll tie you up and leave you in here alone”

taeyong:

• a lot of bondage, he doesn’t want you going anyway or trying to push him away, mostly silks and ribbons, fluffy handcuffs and spreader bars

• he has an evil smile and that unhinged look behind his eyes, “look so pretty tied up like this sweetheart, so helpless” gets off on you being completely at his mercy, constantly reminding you you can’t get away “look at you trying to get away, so silly, where you gonna go? you’re cuffed up for a reason”

• he has a lot of pet names for you, varying from sweet and sickly to purely wicked “oh honeybun you’re struggling so much huh?” “listen, slut you know you’re just my fuck doll, so stop squirming, or am i gonna have to tie those ankles to the headboard? keep your legs spread”

• big finger sucking guy! especially when he’s hitting it from the back, his long slender fingers snaking in front of you, pushing past your lips as you choke on moans, wants to give you something to really choke on. “that’ll shut you up” you hum against his fingers, drool seeping down his knuckles and wrist. “messy fucking girl”

yuta:

• another bondage truther, except he uses gags instead of his fingers. “shut your fucking mouth and take it” not like you have a choice, hog tied and gagged. yuta loves watching you struggle

• real nasty, spitting all over you and in your mouth, after he’s finished fingering you and you’ve squirted, he’ll pull back, spitting down a hot glob of his spit onto your pussy and gives your clit a small spank before he’s standing up and fumbling with the opening of his pants.

• lots of degrading, loves to take pictures and film you, laughing manically when you’re screaming and crying. “you’re gonna get us a noise complaint slut”

• possessive asf. constantly asking who you belong to, who your pussy belongs to, “what are you?” “y— ah!” “i asked you a question” he pulls you by the hair, bringing your back flush against his chest “what the fuck are you?” “your cum dump daddy…” hums in approval “that’s right, and this is my pussy yeah?” “yes!” “whole body belongs to me, don’t ever forget”

• he’s so gross, definitely has a piss kink, loves to give you golden showers as punishment, pissing down on you like you’re absolutely nothing, soaking you, then makes you open your mouth for him. “open your mouth pet, drink up”

doyoung:

• big brat tamer. really loves when you act up because it means he can really go to town. pulling you close as you walk out the door of the restaurant from dinner “hope you’re happy with yourself, you’re fucked when we get home”

• big denial guy, his punishments consist of holding vibrators up to your clit, following your movements when your hips try and get away, fingering you and leaving you begging to cum, stuffing you with a dildo and bringing his hand down to spank the base so you feel it deep inside you, spankings with paddles or hairbrushes.

• he also has a lot of whips, he really makes you regret being a brat. he has rules for a reason, and when you break them, he’s going to break you.

• “what did daddy tell you huh? you just love trouble don’t you sweetheart?” has you screaming and crying, begging for forgiveness and for his hips to let up, but it only makes him drill into you faster, doesn’t care if you have both came 3 times already, he will overstimulate himself if it means you get what’s coming to you.

• has you in positions that will have your muscles screaming for days after as a reminder that he owns you, and that he will break everything about you if you act up again. and of course in your dumb bratty brain you listen and obey him for a week before you’re back to stressing him out.

jaehyun:

• he is taking what he wants when he wants, you’re his free use slut, doesn’t need to ask. just coming up to you, pulling your hair, the look in his eyes dark and scary “get on your knees”

• one of his rules is you can’t touch yourself, and you obey as much as you can, but you find loop holes. one day he woke up to you using his hand to get yourself off while he slept, watched you through hooded eyes as you struggled to rut against his relaxed fingers before he speaks up. “so fucking desperate baby, if you needed your cunt touched so bad could’ve woke me up” “i— daddy i’m sorry, please”

• rolling over and using his fingers on you again, but with more purpose,, tells you not to touch, already done enough of that with his limp hand, rubs your clit, spreading your arousal over your folds, “you’re fucking lucky baby, think your clever using daddy’s hand so you don’t get in trouble huh?” he sees you bite your lip and nod yes “fucking dumb girl, only thinks with this huh?” pinches your clit hard making you twitch and whine out

• loves making you go dumb on him, slurring out incoherent half sentences, just mumbling the word daddy over and over. he just loves seeing the mascara run down your cheeks and your lips get all wet and puffy from all the spit and crying.

• his thrusts are always extremely deep, hard and fast. only really slows down when he’s punishing you or planning to edge you, but even he can admit he’s desperate to feel you fall apart on him so he doesn’t hold himself back often.

jungwoo:

• anal truther sorry i dont make the rules. he loves fingering your ass, plugging you up or stuffing his fat cock in your asshole. subconscious painal kink, tells you to just breath through the burn, even if he had you plugged up the stretch around his cock is something unlike anything else. “i know it hurts, just take it, will feel so good in a minute, just breathe n let me fuck you” fucks your ass more than your pussy.

• he teases you a lot just to get you worked up then teases you for how easy you are. “are you serious? humping against my thigh just cause i winked at you and pulled your hair? fuck you are so easy”

• calls you a slut all the time with how quickly you get turned on. “fucking slut, doesn’t take much does it? always ready to get fucked is that right?” you whine and pull at his hand tighter “mhm… please…” gives into you, but is very rough to prove his point.

• a lot a lot a lot of laughing at you while your spread out crying, writhing around on the bed, covered in bruises and hickeys, his cum is splattered across your body. his punishment is always pulling out, he knows you crave his cum inside you more than anything, so he always denies you of that, “can’t believe you’re gonna make me waste this baby, it’s gonna be so much i can feel it, and you can’t even keep it”

• when he cums over your body you know better than to touch it or try lick some up, he will literally not touch you for days maybe weeks if you go against his wishes.

haechan:

• always has that shit eating grin on his face, he can be real mean, spanks your pussy, slaps your face, spits on you, degrades you pulls your hair, drags you around.

• manhandles you a lot. lifting you up and dropping you on his dick when he makes you ride him. pulling your head down flush against his pelvis as you choke on his dick, pushes your legs up impossibly high, ankles practically around your neck.

• a lot of dirty talk. “pussy is drooling so much for me, you want it so bad huh?” when you nod helplessly he’s slapping your face, hand coming up to grab your cheeks harshly “use your fucking words greedy girl” “yes! want it so much!”

• loves hearing you beg, fuels his ego, not that he needs it. heads big enough as it is just looking at how desperate you are for him, body giving it all away before your words do, but that doesn’t stop him.

• so much teasing and devastating foreplay that lasts hours before he’s finally giving you what you want. “look at you begging for my dick like a whore, humping my fingers like a bitch in heat, i’m not even doing anything, just riding my hand like a slut huh”

renjun:

• when you and baby are home from hospital, his favourite thing to do is sleep with you and baby. you sleep when the baby sleeps and he is always snuggling close and drifting off too.

• his second favourite thing is bath time with his bubba. after you had all given him his first few baths together, never wanting any of them to miss any firsts, you let them do it alone. renjun always makes bath time super fun and cozy for your boy, even if he is only 6 weeks old. “we gotta scrub under here~ then we scrub under here~ look at these stinky feet! let me clean these too~” gently bathing him.

• when baby is a little bigger he always knows it’s bath time when renjun shows him his rubber duck and fluffy towel “come to daddy messy boy” he gurgles happily as renjun lifts him up out his high chair, covered head to toe in apple sauce and mashed carrot purée

• lots of naps and baths spent with daddy jun. renjun constantly coming up to you taking the baby “im sleepy, need my nap buddy” “you nap more than him!” he’s just rolling his eyes, “gimme” you let renjun take him and roll your eyes playfully as they walk to his room.

• takes so many pictures of his baby boy, whole phone camera roll is just baby pictures, especially when he takes him on scenic walks through the park taking pictures of him in his stroller as he looks up at the sky and trees around him.

• “this place is pretty huh? not as pretty as you~ that’s right you’re our pretty boy~ oh look at that handsome smile! say cheese” *click click click* takes 100 photos every 3 steps

jeno:

• before your son was born, all of you had agreed to do a paternity test, you had expressed that you wanted to know and be able to tell your child who his biological father was. all of them complied, letting you have control, none of them wanting to go against your wishes ever.

• after your baby was born you had found out that jeno was the biological father of your child, not only with the paternity test, but the uncanny likeness he has to his father was also a big give away, both agreeing that you would tell your son when he was older, like much older, but you all agreed that he would call them all dad, that just because jeno is his father by blood, doesn’t make any of them else any less of his dads too.

• jeno likes dressing his boy, always picking up new baby shoes or little hats for him, he found it hard to buy gender neutral clothes while you were pregnant, wanting to be surprised, but when he was born he was constantly out buying or ordering the coolest clothes for him. “he has to be the freshest kid in baby class” you roll your eyes “jen he’s 4 months old, he doesn’t even know what clothes are right now” “that doesn’t matter babe, he has to have the coolest onesies”

• when your boy gets a little bigger, maybe closer to his first birthday, he likes putting him in the laundry basket, in front of the tv as F1 pov videos play on the screen, making him look like he’s driving, “woah! slow down norris!” you always play along “babe be careful make sure he doesn’t crash!” makes noises and shakes the basket as he pretends to change the tires at the pit stop and your boy is screaming laughing.

• loves feeding his boy, spoonfuls of baby food or mashed up purées in his hand as he makes up little stories as he eats. also loves the classics aeroplane and train, often adds new modes of transport too, “nneeooowww~ open up! the car needs new break pads and the pit stop is in your tummy!” smiles when his boy opens his mouth wide and eats up taking his role as pit stop seriously, “ah good boy! ready for another one? this one needs new tires!”

haechan:

• oh this big kid, when he’s playing with your son, the baby likes to take the crayon haechan was gonna use, squealing and laughing at haechans pout “i wanted that one!” “no!” “i’m telling mommy, you keep stealing my crayons!” just makes the boy laugh harder.

• big big big instigator, him and his baby boy are always getting up to mischief together, especially when he gets bigger and starts walking and toddling, pacifier in his mouth as he smiles wide and drags haechan around pulling out toys of his toy chest.

• you made the mistake of leaving a clean laundry pile on the couch and came home to haechan laughing his ass off as your son was pulling each item of clothing off and throwing them all over the living room

• “you’re cleaning this up, i spent ages folding all that” “i know i know, ill do it in a bit just let him have his fun” you sigh and give haechan and your son that look, and haechan is sheepishly picking up the clothes and folding them again, encouraging your son to play with something else “mommy’s gonna kick my butt if you make anymore mess mister”

• oh he loves the good cop bad cop game. always saying mommy is no fun whenever you tell them both off for getting play dough in the carpet. “tell mommy it was an accident, daddy sat on his play dough burger and mashed it in by mistake” your boy looks up at you, gurgling nonsense “oh are you his alibi? hmm, well daddy’s sentence is to clean this all up, do you think that’s fair?” your boy nods “the jury has spoken babe” “you ratted me out!”

jaemin:

• always looking up baby food recipes, doesn’t trust store bought baby food, always coming up with some excuse to cook up something for his boy. “someone said that store bought stunts growth” “who said that?” “the voices”

• when your boy is big enough to eat solids oh he’s so excited to eat with him, sharing animal crackers and little sandwiches. makes little picnics to have at home or in the yard on a nice day.

• he also loves sitting in the little kiddie pool in your yard when it’s a hot day, letting the toddler splash him, and playfully splashing him back. always applies an excessive amount of sunscreen on your baby.

• he takes his sons skincare very seriously, always buys the expensive top grade baby lotions and oils, after renjun is done bathing him, he’s happily taking the boy out of his arms and applying all his creams and oils, your baby never sees any eczema or skin irritation.

• always sniffing him, especially when he was tiny. “baby smell is so addictive babe, smell him” you sniff his head “yeah he does smell cute huh” “princess he is like the best smelling baby ever” he always makes you laugh with how dramatic he makes everything.

• makes sure he is number one parent at your sons swim class, always getting involved and has no problem getting splashed by your son and all his swim class friends. both of you in the pool as your son starts to paddle over to jaemin with your help. “ah who’s this big fishie? is this my baby boy? woah~ good swimming bubba! i think you’ll be in the next olympics!” and you always agree “oh for sure!”

chenle:

• always matching with his boy in some way, buys him matching sunglasses, trainers, hats, anything he can match with his boy he is. “babe look at these glasses i got us, we look so cool and mysterious right?” “you look like the blues brothers” “no we look like james bond” “whatever you say”

• he does like to put funny costumes or silly things on his boy, you’re constantly getting texts from him while he’s at home with baby, an array of pictures coming through of your son wearing a stupid tshirt with chenles face plastered all over it “this is awkward, i just ran into my number one fan”

• for his first halloween you had got him the cutest little bat costume, but when you went to go get him dressed chenle had him in some baby sweat pants with a matching sweatshirt, and his apple watch around the baby’s ankle “look babe he’s a criminal! he’s under house arrest! no trick or treating for you~” “oh my god…” you really wanted to keep a straight face, wanted to tell him to stop being so ridiculous and immature but it was actually really funny, and you had to laugh and take some pictures of him like that before changing him into his real costume

• buys matching golden state warriors jerseys and gets your baby’s jersey with “curry jr” on the back, cannot wait until he’s old enough to watch and learn how to play basketball with dad, constantly talks about the games with him like he can understand. “you wouldn’t know this but that was actually a really good lay up”

jisung:

• poor boy is an emotional wreck. cries at all your baby’s firsts. first diaper change, first feed, first bath, everything, he cries more than your son. “h-he’s just so perfect… and you grew him in your tummy… and now he’s here”

• loves tummy time! you always laugh as you see jisung stretched out on the floor next to your tiny baby, he looks like a giant next to him. he’s playing with baby toys and encouraging your boy to roll over. “roll like this~ watch daddy~” jisung rolls onto his belly. your son gets stuck on his side and jisung helps him the rest of the way. “there! easy peasy”

• jisung hates when your son cries, for literally any reason. especially when he’s smaller and can’t talk or communicate anything yet, he never knows what his baby needs and is panicking, checking his diaper “you don’t need changed… i just fed you, are you sleepy?” baby screams louder “i don’t know if that means yes or no…” someone please tell jisung he’s doing a good job and that his son doesn’t hate him, he’s so paranoid

• when your son starts standing and walking he’s always holding his hands making him bounce on his little legs, playing music and making him “dance” moving the boys arms, strong grip holding him up as the boy stomps around to the music giggling and laughing.