Jan 15
It might be just my very short memory but I constantly overestimated my artistic capabilities and forget what i am actually capable of.
The fact everytime i've try a new thing it was under a grand illusion I am capable of god tier rendering then i draw shame and confusion happens when i realized that's not the case, so i try and look on what i know, study then days pass by when the art piece is finished it's disappointing that it wasn't as i expected it to be.
Of course it's not. Nobody's ever good for the first time.
Then I wonder what i really want to get out of when making my art. What pieces I enjoy making. What i try to convey with it.
