#nightmareisover

Weeeee! New piece, "Shift Command," is finally finished! #nightmareisover #satisfied

I lost my friends, my job, nearly lost my home, because you wanted to play your mind games, tearing me down to no more than flesh and bone by hiding behind the other guys to slept with behind my back, cut me down and made me feel like shit like no one would see like you 'suppsoely did'. I gave you everything I treated you like a princess, flowers, dinners, being there when every you 'commanded', but it was never enough. Pushing me down to the ground making me feel worse then death, You poisoned me with your words. and I thought you were just 'testing', Always I would answer you call, come to your side, give you money when I needed it more, walk far distance for you, ride further distance for you. But it wasn't enough. I'm happier I said, I don't need you I said, I'm going to live my life I said. But now things have changed, I slowly pulled myself out of the darkness, found a hobie, slowly saw my friends, and move away back into the person I was and now I'm happy, properly happy, and slowly your kingdom falls down, reality has hit you like a big force. But I don't care, I gave you all my care, my love and it was never enough. I was just a number, 45 you called me, you never loved me you said, you hated me you said, you cheated on me you said, this is temporary you said,it was only test you said. Pushing me down to the ground making me feel worse then I'm happier I said, I don't need you I said, I'm going to live my life I said. I will rise again.