So I keep getting these headaches
I am so anxious about taking more time off work sick because of these constant, daily, agonising headaches that I want to cry
What is the point being in when I can't do any work the majority of the time because of the headaches? If this isn't a brain hemorrhage it's migraines that are going untreated and may not be treated until the MRI tests get looked at by the neurologist and yeah, I've been off work two weeks already but I cannot work with this searing pain in my head, I can't.
And despite this, the thing hanging over me isn't the fact that taking a drill to my head sounds like a reasonable alternative to the pain right now, but the terror of losing my job. I want to cry. Nothing is making it better because I wouldn't put it past them to sack me for taking all this time off. I have also forgotten to take my antidepressants. Oops.
At least though I have family and friends who are supportive, and the main point of this rant, other than to vent my panic about my future is to thank Bungle for being patient and looking after the animals and being home alone while I try and get my stupid head sorted out, even though I am flaky and unable to partake in anything social
