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I think there were times in which they couldn't help but think they'd made a terrible mistake; not on their behalf, but Bree's. It was so hard for her to adjust to an environment which wasn't dog eat dog, whereby the burning in her throat never diminished despite the amount of deer she felled.

And yet, somehow, they knew that it would eventually be okay as long as Bree believed it would be okay because they had done this before with Jasper.

Sure, Jasper was a skilled killer—a tool for war and death—but despite the amateurish way in which Bree was forged, her vampirism was found in much the same way. It was an impossibility for Esme to remove her from their coven. Their patience had allowed Jasper a new life, why could they not do the same for her?

And, despite many objections from within the coven itself, Esme stood firm in reminding them that their flaws had not seen them outcasts, Even as Edward killed multiple people during his rebelious era, even as Jasper fought not only in wars waged by vampires by humans too, he was not turned away. In fact, Edward was welcomed home.

as he moved through the underbrush, the rhythmic cadence of his footsteps seemed to echo the beat of his troubled heart. each breath was a reminder of the distance between them, a silent testament to the divide that had grown between bree * &. him. * &. yet, even in the midst of their estrangement, he couldn't help but long for reconciliation, a glimmer of hope amidst the gloom.

but as the night stretched on, the silence remained unbroken, a stark reminder of the barriers that stood between them. * &. though he knew that words alone could never bridge the chasm that separated them, he couldn't help but wonder if there was still hope for redemption, a chance to mend what had been broken. but for now, all he could do was press on, his steps guided by the faint flicker of hope that burned within his soul.

@newbrn​ said ;; “I’m going back into hiding. I just wanted to eat some beef jerky.”

STARVING  ..  

every  single  one  of  them  was  starving  .  to  the  point  where  it  was  excruciatingly  painful  .  just  sitting  ,  being  in  the  midst  of  all  of  it  ,  was  PUTTING  his  teeth  on  edge  .  a  burn  in  his  throat  &&  a  visceral  anger  &&  frustration  feeding  through  him  .  everyone  was  hungry  .  he  could  feel  it  pour  out  of  emmett  in  waves  ,  &&  it  was  hurting  his  brother  in  a  way  he  didn’t  expect  .  but  BREE  ,  was  having  the  TOUGHEST  time  of  it  .

she  had  only  been  here  a  few  months  &&  suddenly  she  was  dealing  with  all  of  this  &&  couldn’t  hunt  .  he  LIKED  bella  ,  but  after  fifty  years  of  peace  &&  then  all  of  this  happening  within  the  space  of  ten  months  ?  it  was  a  lot  .  christ  it  was  a  lot  .  

@newbrn​ sent :  “ i don’t care about what your powers do. i care about *you*. ” (jasperrrrr)

edward  had  said  it  in  PASSING  .  it  wasn’t  something  jasper  had  been  expecting  at  all  .  “  you’re  her  favorite  .  you  &&  emmett  .  ”  he  had  said  with  a  coy  smile  .  &&  it  left  jasper  ...  confused  .  he  was  NOBODIES  favorite  .  only  really  alice’s  .  but  that  was  because  it  was  alice  .  he  wasn’t  a  favorite  of  the  others  by  any  means  -  even  esme  preferred  edward  over  his  company  .  which  jasper  had  not  cared  for  either  way  .  he  knew  how  he  came  off  .  &&  he  knew  how  he  LOOKED  from  the  outside  .  he  was  not  incapable  of  being  gentle  .  it  was  just  hard  for  him  .  emmett  was  closer  in  personality  to  bree  so  he  had  SUSPECTED  that  they  would  have  a  good  relationship  .

his  mind  reeling  ,  jasper  panicked  .  he  had  TRICKED  her  somehow  .  yes  !  yes  that  was  the  reason  .  he  had  somehow  managed  to  use  his  abilities  without  knowing  &&  had  tricked  her  into  thinking  that  way  .  he  caught  edwards  gaze  ,  KNOWING  that  his  brother  had  heard  everything  that  he  thought  .  he  stared  for  a  long  moment  ,  waiting  for  a  PUNCHLINE  that  failed  to  come  .  he  shook  his  head  ,  moving  away  ,  his  brother  was  wrong  .  that  much  was  clear  .  

sitting  in  his  office  RECOUNTING  the  event  ,  he  heard  a  conversation  from  downstairs  &&  then  a  clattering  of  something  against  the  floor  .  ah  so  edward  told  bree  that  he  had  told  jasper  .  &&  INEVITABLY  how  jasper  had  handled  it  .  before  drawing  a  single  breath  ,  bree  was  standing  at  his  office  doorway  ,  an  expression  on  her  face  that  was  unreadable  ,  but  her  emotions  TENSE  as  she  approached  his  desk  .  “  it’s  okay  ,  ”  he  offered  .  “  meant  to  apologize  -  thought  i  had  GOTTEN  away  from  using  my  abilities  like  -  ”

she  quickly  INTERRUPTED  him  ,  making  jasper’s  words  seem  irrelevant  .  he  stared  ,  blinking  slightly  as  he  searched  her  emotions  .  YES  .  it  was  sincere  .  every  word  .  she  cared  for  him  like  a  sister  should  .  the  same  emotion  he  felt  whenever  she  was  in  the  presence  of  emmett  or  carlisle  .or  alice  .  it  was  STRANGE  .  he  stared  at  her  for  a  moment  ,  then  raised  an  eyebrow  .  “  WHY  ?  ”  he  asked  .  “  you  were  so  scared  of  me when  we  met  -  ”

                >> 🔥 <<              ❝         LISTEN KID   . .   if y’can promise me t’not  .  .  like  . .  eat anyone fer a solid   TWENTY MINUTES.    i can get ya some blood bags.  y’cool with waitin’ a tiny bit longer,  kid   ??          ❞           he figures that he’s only   FEEDING   a worse habit here but   . .  its better than losing more of the city to some   KID VAMPIRE   who’s hungry right  ??

@newbrn​​​  said    :   “ please , let me listen to linkin park in the dark in peace. “ status    :   random  sentence  starters  .    /    not  accepting  .