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Chapters: 6/6 Fandom: Kingdom Come: Deliverance (Video Games) Rating: Mature Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Erik/Ištván Tóth Characters: Ištván Tóth, Erik (Kingdom Come: Deliverance) Additional Tags: Feelings Realization, Hurt/Comfort, Dom/sub Undertones, but of varying geometry, Religious Imagery & Symbolism, just a bit for seasoning, Backstory, Canon Compliant, Istvan is a bitch, Idiots in Love, They are so in love, i don’t make the rules, Glove Kink, of course, Age Difference, First Kiss, very healthy coping mechanisms, I assure you, Spanking, Istvan Toth's Historic Talmberg Crashout, they are haters together, and I love that Summary:

A series of scenes featuring Ištván and Erik's relashionship before and during the main story, and exploring what they bring to each other.

(TW) 10 Thousand Words Worth Of Memories (ao3) - penformeri

Summary: It was cold, and Dan was bored. The journal rested easily on his palms; he hadn't opened it since Phil went away.

He doesn't have the heart to, but the only thing he fears is losing the memories of the love they once shared before losing everything.

In which, Dan kept a journal that kept every single memory and every single moment that led to their messy breakup, rereading it only to reunite with Phil through the pages again, Phil doesn't bother reaching back.

but first (we get to live) (ao3) - teatrolley

Summary: They're on tour again. And maybe they're gonna be coming out

OR: Dan and Phil make a decision. For a while

Ceases To Be a Secret (ao3) - TempestRising

Summary: Four times Phil confronts the reality of living with the secret of his and Dan's relationship, and one time Dan confronts it with him.

Charred (ao3) - TortiTabby

Summary: It turns out that what happens in Vegas will haunt Phil forever.

Days Like These (ao3) - graydar

Summary: Dan didn't feel like a good dad.

Heal (ao3) - danmatian

Summary: When Dan wakes up in a bad mental place, Phil is there to comfort him. Sometimes, all it takes is some reassurance and some good sex.

holding onto you for dear life (ao3) - orphan_account

Summary: This movie was much, /much/ too stressful for them, Dan in particular. He’d planned to make this something he was /proud/ of, but at the rate he was going, that definitely wasn’t going to happen. Leave it to Phil to see right through his boyfriend and book a month-long trip to a remote cabin in Scotland to calm him down and clear their minds. The following is what ensues on the island.

In The Embers (ao3) - sapphictealeaf

Summary: A story about Phil, his life shifting from a happy one, to one of misery and despair. When the Evil Queen takes everything from him, he seeks ways to take something back. Insert Dan. They both have their troubles and strifes, but in each other and their friends they find comfort as they fight to take their kingdom back from the Queen.

Intricate Rituals (ao3) - Celeste (artificialmac)

Summary: It starts simply—with the interlocking of pinkies.

Phil’s remaining fingers curl against his palm as chapped lips meet the soft skin of his closed fist.

Dan remembers it vividly. He remembers how hard his heart was beating, the uneasy flip of his stomach, and the whispered promise that it didn't have to mean anything—they were young and horny and and and Phil's lips were on his. And Dan doesn't remember much after that.

Or: Dan and Phil have these rituals they do.

Lazarus Rising (ao3) - lobotomist_at_claires

Summary: Dan is a hunter who wakes up six feet under, given a surprise second chance at life. He doesn't know how he escaped hell or why he was resurrected: all he knows is that it's Christmas, and his glitter paint summoning spell just made a random blond appear in the middle of an Asda.

Phil is an angel, sent to Earth with a clear mission: assist Dan in hunting Lilith and prevent the seals from being broken. He discovers that there is more to the task than it seems, as the loyalties of Heaven and Hell are tested. But first, he's dead-set on trying cheese.

The story of Supernatural, but with a Phan-ified twist!

noisy neighbours (ao3) - possumdnp

Summary: All Dan and Phil's downstairs neighbours want is a peaceful spa night.

(or, an outsider POV from when Dan and Phil were playing "The Floor is Lava.")

Of Course I Hate the Royal Family (ao3) - happilysurviving (orphan_account)

Summary: Dan has been a stable boy for the royal family since he was thirteen and has developed quite the hatred for them because of it. Then the prince visits and he has to introduce the young man to his horses, does he end up hating the monarchy even more, or are his feelings changed?

promise you more than the garden of eden (ao3) - jonsaremembers

Summary: “I feel…” Phil hesitates. “As though I've been here before, and I'm coming home to rest.”

“Soon that'll be entirely true,” Dan says.

Phil shakes his head. “It already is.”

Something Like Staying Home (But Home Is A Person) (ao3) - mimismile

Summary: For years, Christmas has been something Dan visits carefully, timed arrivals, early departures, love kept just out of frame. This year, he stays. In a house full of too many Christmas trees, bad music, and the kind of love that knows how he takes his tea, Dan learns what it means to be known, to be wanted, and to finally have a place to stay.

Something New (ao3) - dnptrqsh (confusedbutinlovewiththedoctor)

Summary: Phil wants to try something new in the bedroom after a gaming video, and Dan is all for it.

the art of not thinking about it (ao3) - sasiml (orphan_account)

Summary: dan and phil and the week where things had to fall apart before they could come together.

the man of my dreams (ao3) - animad

Summary: Just over a year ago, he’d started to get Dreams, nearly every night for two weeks. Dreams, discerned from dreams by one common factor, a factor that has dark hair and black rimmed glasses.

This was never going to end well. (ao3) - bennyrabbitgirl

Summary: When Daniel Howell, lawyer, husband, father, wakes up next to a man, in a flat that isn't his own, he knows exactly how it happened. And Daniel knows how it will end if he comes back. Dan almost doesn't care.

to live (by your side) will be an awfully big adventure (ao3) - phantasizeit

Summary: Phil is a British international student at an American college, and Dan is his American best friend. After a hard day, Dan and Phil have a movie night together and Phil gets a lot more than he bargained for.

Tread Water (ao3) - differentlanguages

Summary: "How long can we tread water? How long can we stay afloat?" 2016 ish Dan and Phil

walk slow and low on a tightrope (ao3) - chickenfree

Summary: “I’m sorry I said you were messy,” he says.

Phil turns to him with a gummy worm sticking out of his teeth like he’s some kind of huge bird.

when we were younger. (ao3) - dylaesthetics

Summary: dan is seriously in need of a breather after the difficult year he's had, and finds home in no one other than phil

you died, but came back as a monster. (ao3) - ladybugheartz

Summary: Dan and Phil were enjoying their holiday break. they were youtubers and were doing fine as hell with their new tour. everything was perfect. for Dan, for Phil, for their fans.

but then.. that moment ended.

someone had a plan. an evil nasty one. and he succeeded at it. what will overcome Dan and Phil when this evil plan succeeded? what will they tell their fans? how will they continue now? it all happened on an innocent Tuesday night..

you long to say a thousand words but seasons change (ao3) - spaceandvinyls

Summary: dan wipes away at the layer of snow on the ice and, noticing his reflection, reaches up to touch his face. he doesn’t know what to think about himself. his cheeks are rosy and he can faintly see his breaths crystalizing in the air. he’s wearing a fur cloak with the hood up, but doesn’t know who made it or how he came by it. then again, he doesn’t know anything about this place, just that he’s meant to be here.

you were the sweetest apparition (such a pretty vision) (ao3) - basl