#nevative

I don’t think I’m a writer anymore. Maybe it’s for the best. I’m worried I’ve hurt more people than I’ve helped and I’m pretty sure more people want me to stop writing than want me to continue. I’m worried I don’t have a right to have written any of the stuff I’ve written and I should give my ocs to people who can actually do them justice. I don’t know what I want anymore. I wish I trusted myself enough to know that some people are just awful and I can ignore them, but instead I just second guess everything I do until even thinking about elden makes me feel sick. I wish I could write again and think about ocs and get lost in stories like I used to but instead I just feel like I shouldn’t. I should just give up on the only thing that makes me happy and I don’t know how to stop this.