#neurotypique

I’ve been reading Dr Devon Price’s Unmasking Autism (2022), and I wish the people I’m closed to could read it… Most of them can’t read a whole book in English though, so I have decided to translate some parts of it into French.

Something I've noticed about my condition as I've grown older is that my obsessions aren't nearly as intense nowadays as they were when I was a kid. They used to last year's, but now they may last a couple months at most? I'm not sure if it's faded away with time or if I've just gotten better with dealing with it as I've aged. Does anyone else with autism/aspergers feel this?

confession/lie 74

Je monte dans le bus. Comme souvent je n'ai ni l'envie ni le besoin de dire bonjour au chauffeur et je n'ose pas de toutes façons. Un homme monte en même temps que moi , me regarde avec insistance et assène un joli “Bonjour !” au chauffeur. Scène typique de ma vie. Le type tout fier et qui a l'air de dire heureusement que je suis là pour être poli moi pas comme cette malpolie ci. À aucun moment il ne se doutera de mes problèmes , et si on lui disait, peut être qu'il les nierait à cause de la psychophobie (mot qui n'existe pas sur mon clavier ). Ensuite, un autre monte et demande au chauffeur si le bus dessert tel arrêt. Le chauffeur lui dit :“Ben non monsieur c'est en face maintenant , il y a des panneaux partout !” Et le monsieur de lui répondre : “ Oui pardon mais je suis malvoyant”. Allez, validisme..société tellement basée sur la foutue “Norme” qu'on ne se doute même pas qu'il y a des gens différents qui existent. Moi je ne m'étais pas rendue compte que j'étais dans le mauvais bus parce que ça fait des années que j'ai toujours pris mon bus là et que j'y vais machinalement. Je me rend donc à l'autre arrêt et cette fois je dis bien “Bonjour !“ au chauffeur. Il me regarde froidement mais ne me répond pas -_-.

also majority vote is kind of a neurotypical thing. See they are not even interested who the starnger in front of the train are. maybe the one standing alone is albert einstein, the group are a bunch of mass-rapists who kill cats 0-24...they don’t care. They think one life is less important than 5 other life. Than they come with their fake propaganda: all lives matter..lol..please. they don’t know the real value of a life...they only repeat the well rehearsed propaganda/mass-mind thing, or what “god” told...what is commonly accepted. but they have no idea what they are talking about.  neurotypicals stand for majority vote. democracy is based on majority vote..it’s about what is good for the majority...than guess who cries the loudest when minorities’ rights are disrespected: neuritypicals. funny isn’t it? within majority vote there is no minority... psychopaths and empaths are both know that there is no difference between the flick of a switch and pushing down the fat guy. both means playing god. both means murder. but neurotypicals are unable to see this. I think socios and empaths has more common thing that either of the groups with neurotypicals. but the thing is...I just would like to see an empath’s brain scann during this “psychopath” test. and the comparsion with the neurotypicals’ because I’m pretty sure an empath would have a response in the first case too. also “normal” people are fucking scarry and brainwashed.