I'm always so high strung and neurotic. I don't know how my dad manages to stay calm all the time (or at least how he can present an aura of calmness most of the time). I almost feel envious. Because i can't do it. I overthink, I have paranoia that everyone is going to judge me, I get really temperamental and easily lash out at my dad, etc. I have the worst nerves ever. It sounds like i'm exaggerating, but I swear i'm not. I am one of most neurotic people i know (although admittedly, i don't know a lot of people). I could go into my detail here (probably), but my school bus arrives in 10-20 minutes. So i'm just gonna end this post here for now.

















