#negative entity

It may seem obvious, sure, I was just under what I presume to be an attack from a negative entity. I’m not sure what prompted it, but goes to show that no one is exempt from these kinds of beings I guess. I felt TREMENDOUSLY nihilistic and depressed, as well as low self-worth in the blink of an eye, with nothing prompting such attitudes. Also my microwave decided to go on the fritz, flickering on and off, and beeping. I checked the plug and the wiring, so nothing was wrong with the microwave, and the circuit it was on was fine too, as everything else on it was running smoothly.   So today, I remind people that you DO have the power to overcome these entities-- your guides, angels, and those who watch over your well being will not fight for you, but with you. If you suspect you’re under attack, or enacting a spiritual practice or habit, put a thick “shield of light” around you. visualize it keeping all your light in, and all the dark out. Remember that you are okay. That nothing can hurt you unless you let it. That you’re being actively protected by your guides and guardians, and that they love you. That will heighten your vibrations so that negativity can’t touch it with “what if”, or “but”s.   I know that smoke cleansing has been known to help (sage and/or rosemary), as well as salt, blessed or charged water in a spray bottle (Hey, I’ve seen and done it before, does wonders), seashells, eggshells, and anything that helps support the mentality that you’re of light and you can’t be harmed by whatever is with you. I did what I needed to do, and the negativity seemed to taper off. The Microwave finally stabled as I did that. Then I felt like me again. and whenever you know for sure the negative energy is gone, be sure to thank your guardian angels and/or guides! They drove out the energy as much as you did. And take the credit that you owe yourself! You did avert a disaster, after all :) That’s All I wanted to say-- protecting yourself can be as simple or complex as you want it to be! Just make sure you do it when you are doing any distinctly spiritual practice, or suspect you have a negative entity present.

Me: *Working*

Entity: Here’s what I look like.

Me: Do you mind?

Entity: *Continues sending me images*

Me: I don’t like this game.

[Driving home from work]

Entity: Look what I can do. *Sends more. Fucking. Images*

Me: *Annoyed* Get the FUCK out of my car!!!

Entity: *Ignores me*

Me: Fine. *Turns on radio* MUSIC CLEANSING BITCH! FUCK OFF!

Entity: *Backs up, but stays in my car*

Me: You better leave before I go inside cause if you don’t there are some things in there that’ll fuck you up.

Entity: *Leaves*

§Bonus§

[I’m in the shower and notice the vibes are off]

Me: Can you guys ever wait until I’m done in the bathroom?

(Different) Entity: ... Wanna know what I look like?

Me: Not really, no.

Entity: Here you go! *Starts sending images*

How do I know it was a negative entity and not just a nightmare?

Because I recognized it as the entity that used to torture me when I was a child, it's attack pattern was the same, and it happend at 3 am just like then.

I used to have constant horrible nightmares, and always woke up with bruises, bite marks and scratches. ( my parents of course tried to say I did it to myself in my sleep, but they were in impossible locations, and I was a chronic nail biter. I literally had no nails) At the age of nine I had my worst nightmare ever. But, it gave me the ability to lucid dream and be aware, even banish the entity. Since then I have never had a nightmare, atleast until tonight

Thankfully I'm stronger now, and have some experience in getting rid of negative energy. As I write this I feel my body shiver after an hour of being calm, seems it's not happy being talked about. Well too bad for it then, for I am no longer afraid of it.

I thought it was just my mental illness at first, but it sort of got me thinking more because of the fact like it felt i had a good side and a bad side and the ‘bad side’ kept saying really negative things alot to me, to those who i care about - and mostly (which is sort of why i figured it probably was some negative entity) about Satan and his Demons, and i was getting so upset about it, but now i know whats going on, aswell as other ‘symptoms’ also when i napped earlier they sort of ‘communicated’ with me in some way through my dream and seemed angry so yeah.

I guess this is sort of what they do though? Like although i am a ‘beginner’ Satanist, do negative entities and other entities not of Satan generally attack alot of newbies? To put doubt there? and make them run from Satan - as newbie Satanists probably think its a Demon or something, because that isn’t exactly going to work with me. Like Demons are lovely to me? I’ve only been in ‘contact’ with two, and one of them before i even was a Satanist, so literally noone can fool me.