#needtimealone

#tb #needtimealone #goodnight

Having to move back home due to circumstances beyond my control was sad to say the least. However, to have little to no privacy & to have people asking you daily for something or needing something is frustrating. It's even more frustrating after work. I have snapped at family, but they don't really understand exactly why I snap at them. I can only explain so much. I need alone time as much as possible to recharge & refocus. I prefer to spend a lot of my alone time at home just doing my own thing like I used to, but I may have to find another outlet for that. I may have to start spending time away from my current home whenever possible. #feelingdrained #exhausted #needtimealone #feelingfrustrated #needtorelax #rechargeandrefocus

My Me, Myself & I Day was suppose to be on Wednesday, but unfortunately due to certain circumstances it may not happen. It is things that need to help my mom with because they have to get done. I'm not happy about it because it seems like most things are up to me. I'm really overwhelmed with work, the current situation at home, etc. I feel like there are so many people demanding my time to do so much for them that there is little to no time left for my alone time & just chilling in my room with a movie, a book or whatever isn't always enough. So I'm starting to snap at people & I'm getting frustrated & angry. So after Wednesday there is no more putting ot off. My next day off after that I will be getting my alone time for a day. You can't keep telling me I can't because I'll just do it anyway. #alonetime #memyselfandItime #MeMyandIDay #needtimealone #needadayout

I know the love I have for you will 'A l w a y s' be there because you were my true love but I honestly feel like you pushed it for the love to fade a little and somehow resurface the hate. You knw what tho I'm not gonna hate you I'm just gonna use you as my inspiration cus it's all I can do for me right now. You make my heart hurt so bad ;( and my pain is unbearable. You left a painful scar on my heart and I'm gonna need to pick myself back up but god is the only one who knows what is next for me. Until then I need to deal with my pain. Bye tumblr<3 -B