#nauta rambles

No big title today

I’ve upgraded my pronouns

She/it/they

Mostly the former two tho

The doll posting (and darlings) got me real good

I am a girl THING

A beast….

Did you know? Did you know? Dids you know? Happy new year y’all. I already made a post about my bday. But big ups happening in the Nauters life.

I have a partner! Actually, get this, three. 1 irl and 2 online. I met the former on Hinge on the latter two on discord. Albeit I’ve known those darlings for actually quite a while. So it’s kinda like…sense making it’d come to this? I’ve definitely been like way better and actually like happier and stuff. But I won’t lie, I still ache and regret. Sure, tis a natural part of life and ultimately I can’t really erase what’s already been written in stone. But yeah yeah, I’ve already moped about it a lot on here. Enough to fill a laundry list. I gotta worry about the FUTURE, babyyyy.

You know…given my prior luck I’m pleasantly surprised a true total embracing of the self and confidence has lead to my (apparent) attractive qualities rapidly skyrocketing. Holy shit…women AND fish want me, even the flying critters. Oh…ohhh bless…I just feel so blessed and lucky

Anyways it’s official: your girl thing is indeed very much polyamorous. I legit don’t think I could ever contain all my love unto one person. It’s honestly super rad, ya know? New year, new me, I suppose. Another thing. My final semester at the local college campus is upon us. So…graduating time is afoot

It’s weird. I don’t really have a plan for what comes next. I’ll just..live and let die, suppose. Well…I definitely have things to LIVE for. But…hmm. Well anyways I should prolly sleep or something. Been nice chillin here

Nauters and the variants:

Da OG is Nauta, has access to the Weird White Void and utilizes the null style which has a strong static motif—basically portals and shit. Incredibly nonbinary as hell and with the signature dirty blonde dyed style. Seems to be cut rather short. Salvadoran, despite not quite being human

Natalie is the jerk jock, well…more a playful bully. Beefy and a strong team captain and player. Often has a loyal team and is with a few nerds that she chills with. Usually has varsity jackets and other sporty apparel, has a messy short length blonde style. She is also Salvadoran.

Natu, chonky raccoon. More a slob and lazy compared to Natalie but crazy lucky, a trait from her cousins from the East the tanukis’. Has sweet digs pilfered from dumpsters and her living quarters, while a bit small, are pretty nice. Killer PC, couch, and television hung on the wall. Messier dirty blonde hair of a darker shade and with a brown fur coat. Fully anthro raccoon enby. Prolly hails from the northern parts of the states with all the woods and whatever.

Nauterina is a shygal, straight up. Dark green hoodie and a chubby build their craft is of the artistically gifted sort. Basically throwing themselves into whatever whenever they feel like it. Speaks both English and the native shynese (whatever it’s supposed to be), often prefers emoting/pantomiming instead of speaking much. A merchant and occasionally contracted to make stuff for her fellow shypeople. Otherwise she’s not really affiliated with bowsers army. Chills in her little shy folk village for the most part and occasionally travels for artist inspiration and whenever she’s been hired to do something. Retains warios ability of being malleable and utilizing various forms, such a crazy shygal!

Natchye is one that hails from high fantasy/medieval era. Haven’t really figured out much to do with them but they’re potentially royalty as they hail from another kingdom. Darn sturdy despite their somewhat frail appearance. Potential user of magic, they’d certainly have the drive and knack for it anyhow.

I should not perhaps post at the dead of night. Not even in the witching hour either!

Honestly I’ll just trudge along to class, do some workshop stuff, become like some sorta tension type director for craft strategies. Bwuhhh I didn’t sleep much tonight. Did sleep a lot yesterday. May I pray it doesn’t catch up all at once and I melt into a blob slime thingy. Tho…that’d be pretty rad me thinks.

Well well WELL. Been a bit yah? I’ve kinda moved away from the lengthy text posts. Mainly cuz it feels like barely anyone reads. But they’re for ME…mostly. I like writing em out. It’s like a public diary except I can’t hold it and the ink spilled everywhere. Or someeething like that maybe perhaps. Got plans tomorrow with irl partner (<333) going to a concert innn DC I think. Have I heard any of the front runners? Honestly I might’ve at some point. After one healthy browsing of my entire blog I’ve been thinking (spooky) about stuff (double spooky).

Damn, I got three partners and one of ems moving to the same state another lives in. Still a ways to go but…woaw. What am I feeling tonight? I’ve met so many new people and made hella new friends. Genuinely feels awesome. I’ve rebuilt myself a lot, better than potentially ever. But there’s still things that need be done; gotta pass my creative writing class before I can graduate. But man…the professor, bless(?) his heart, but he makes it VERY difficult to get on by within. Idunno if it’s just stubbornness or there’s a specific way to the essence of writing but I just ain’t having it. I am indeed learning stuff for the better but myself and pretty much everyone in the class is big struggling. Basically gotta Hail Mary the portfolio in order to pass and…damn, cutting it super close here. Like I don’t have as much beef with him barring my own views on the writing process and how sometimes you gotta READ the piece and THINK about it for like two damn seconds before coming at me with an assertion that I didn’t do something properly. Like no, I did, you just…can’t…REAAAAD. Usually why I write something a specific way has a purpose. But I won’t deny my execution and craft strategies can use some adjusting. Perhaps.

Bruhhh…but whatever. I’ve basically been assimilated into a creative writing study group and the actual peer responses to my work have been almost universally glowing. As much pride and perhaps ego I have in my writing I am ultimately open to criticism. But it’s gotta like make sense, ya know? Nor misplaced on the wrong details, bigger picture? What’s funny is apparently the professor DOES enjoy my work he just has an odd way of showing it.

Allergies, spring, hanging out with peeps, just a dazzle of suckin’ n’ fuckin’, and holy shit….I’ve BEEN places. I’m traveling? Granted most of it is somewhere in the Virginia area relatively nearby. But that’s still fresh! The architecture over there is bloody gorgeous! I’ve met like a buncha cats! They’re so silly! Speaking of…Mewgenics has gotten me in a chokehold lately. Like 100 frickin house and I’m only maybe halfway done with it. Still, good stuff. Gaming, some decent budget I should be wise with, and like…a social life blossoming and blooming. Never fails to surprise myself seeing all this progress. Honestly still don’t know what to do after I graduate. Guess nab my drivers license properly? Fuck. Cars are so cool and really fuckin’ stupid at the same time. Infrastructure…bullshit. Zamn.

But yah. Should prolly sleep. But perhaps nervous excitement? La familia…my gender transition…lots to mull over. Should prolly get a job post graduation as well. But the lack of a license complicates things a little. Guess I’ll figure that shit out one way or the other. Love y’all <333, partners, homies, of the past and present, and even the future.

Mwaaaa 💋💋💋

I’m level 23 now

Zamn

Hrthnfnfggg hubbblblb. Damn, DAMN. Much has happened since I made one of these. I’ve been making new friends and putting myself out there, making a name for myself. So that’s swell. Pretty sure I got a partner now? Again?? Albeit still figuring out specifics. But I’ve doing way better than I was earlier this year so that’s pretty swag. My classes have been aight, mostly psychology of the social variety and interpersonal communication type stuff. You know how it be (I’d assume.)

Also more writing stuff kinda sorta, mainly working on some projects and fleshing out ocs. The way of the flow jam as it were. Couple of ocs (Mat & Mary) have had family pets, ya know. Dawg and a lil pet rat respectively. Good times. So yeah, I went to various parties last October and like daaamnnn they were pretty rad. Tho one of em had a lotta older folks in em but they were pretty nice so that’s cool. I gotta keep in touch with the peeps I met in these parties, seriously!

Also got therapy which is super duper crucial for me. She’s been nothing but an absolute delight. Maybe by new years I’ll fully complete and reemerge as a new being or something cool. Very least tryna meet people. Maybe get down? The bonding comes first, after all. Speaking of definitely learned a hell of a lot. So much so that it feels I got all dat EXP, ya know? It kinda sneaks up on ya when you once didn’t know a damn thing about a skill and or hobby. Soon enough it just comes naturally. Isn’t that just the coolest thing ever? For real! I guess my only concerns are sleep related. Apparently having a spotty sleep schedule last nearly a whole year is actually pretty damn awful, who knew? I think maybe a sleep mask could help or my sleep arrangement, perchance a secret third thing. Been also strengthening myself spiritually.

Tryna get down in the occult scene locally. I’ve met at least one or two local witch homies so that’s slick. Just gotta embrace that style. Get more spooky with it? Think I could pull off a goth look?

I totally could! Anyways happy birthday to those born last month and this month. It’s actually gonna be my bday on the 30th. Still surreal I’m a 20 something, wowza. But yeah, best wishes to y’all <3