#natethelion

It gets so frustrating not being able to fully transition. I felt so much more comfortable with myself when I finally discovered that I’m trans ftm but it’s so hard to come out. I have so many things that could go so well for me in the future but I don’t know if transitioning now will make things so much harder. It’s hard to know when is the right time or if the right time will ever come. I spent so many years trying to fit into something that was never me and now it feels like I’m so close to being free. I’m moving so slow compared to everyone else around me and that’s infuriating. I’m not use to waiting on taking steps to better myself, I’m not use to hiding so much of myself. I always had a group of people who knew but I feel as if this is very different. I needed to rant a little, writing it down helps.

I just payed $12 for 🌵 cacti seeds because I’m addicted to them. I love my little cacti and I want more.