"the creampie is an emotionally significant relationship milestone" what does it feel like to combine pioneering psychological analysis with shakespearean levels of soul wrenching poetry
(also that tag immediately had me picturing nate looking like he's found god while staring down at sid's gaping, dripping hole)
HIIIIII NASOBEM (ohmygoddannydevitoiloveyourwork.gif) i owe you like at least two comments on ao3, love the shibari fics and that fresh as fuck erectile dysfunction fic you posted yesterday!!! i devoured it this morning and hot damn and hell yeah!! excuse the short praise, i have more to say once i actually get more of a free minute and can trundle over and give you a proper comment on ao3. iāll make it happen
okay ONE, how dare you ambush me with POSSIBLY THE BEST sidnate mental image, incredibly rude of you to beam that into my brain for me to be completely consumed by for the rest of the week,
and TWO, for real āthe creampie is an emotionally significant relationship milestoneā is so important to me in general, but itās such a lowkey thesis statement for specifically hollanovās relationship.
they communicate through sex!! that raw sex moment (itās canon to me) is like their equivalent of moving in with your SO or pulling out a ring. and it kind of is exactly that?? because theyāre committing to each other SO seriously both literally and symbolically by fucking raw. and like, okay, not to think too much about the hockey culture of it all, but given how rampant adultery is in that environment, the āroadtrip hall passesā, like its sooooooo much for them to be fucking raw/committing long term simultaneously. and i love that theyāre talking about the condomlessness at the same time that theyāre talking about being in love. like a lot of people make jokes about ilya knocking shane up in that scene but the truth is thatās the closest equivalent in a lot of peopleās relationships to whatās happening there. the overlap of physical vulnerability and intimacy in fucking raw/commitment to the relationship/communication and awareness of both the above simultaneous situations in parallel and how they feed in to each other!! absolute cinema. like āi want you to look me in the eyes while you feel me inside youā type level of intimacy (and it kind of is thatā itās a āweāre both aware of what weāre doing, weāre walking into it with open eyesā, itās got all of the tension of playing a game of chicken where you both know neither of you are gonna chicken out, so youāve now mutually consensually committed to doing this, despite any possibly mixed or nervous feelings.) DEEPLY romantic!!
anyway iām gonna be thinking about shane hollander being consumed by lust due to his creampie kink. after iām done thinking about nate being obsessed with rawing sid in every room of their collectives houses and having a religious experience about watching it drip out of sid (i feel like nateās gym would be special. i think that would be the emotionally significant milestone creampie for sidnate. aside from the upcoming olympics creampies)
