#naps solve everything

Kurogiri, cleaning a glass: Then take a nap.

Mustard: -of life.

Looks at shelves and Kindle library... Overwhelmed with choices...

Nap.

Hey guys my folks I would normally go to for this venting aren't around right now and honestly I'm fine. It will be fine. It feels less stressful to put this here then call the scary nurse hotline. Just going to let the feelings out and go to bed. The lowest lows never last more than an hour or so. You wake up in the morning and it's just another day. Venting, possibly over sharing, begin:

I'm so tired of feeling like an outsider in almost every aspect of my life. It's like no amount of struggling or effort reflects on anything.

The only times I'm getting ahead or starting to resemble a functioning human creature is when I respect the boundaries of what I'm incapable of doing. I take it slow or there isn't any progress. I push past what I can handle and it all goes to shit. It's all gone to shit enough times that it's as if I know what will make me mentally and physically break down. I keep getting people asking why I'm not farther or why I haven't done a big investment yet and they just can't understand that I'm fighting so much bullshit that is preventing progress at the speed they expect. I was really sick for 2 years (and not actually better just better at hiding it), just got out of a really scary abusive situation that set me way back and it's taking most of my time and mental energy to fight back this useless depression.